Third relink blog!

2011-01-14T22:57:00.001+08:00

Kindly please relink me at...http://th-brandnewstory.blogspot.com/

2011-01-04T16:50:00.000+08:00

My very first post for 2011...today all primary and secondary school have lessons le. I miss BTSS, i know it is like so random but don't know why i just miss BTSS! Well, what have already pass is already a past so no point thinking about it anymore! Hoping for the better..coming thurday will be reporting to my new school for registration things and purchase new uniform. Which mean..new schools, new friends, new classmates, new uniform and new environment. Hahas...Why not right? But still feeling quite down..don't know why. Maybe partly also McDonald crew in BDN bahs, last time me and my friends favourite slacking place. After school, we will always go there de. Heard that some of them going to promote, congratulation for them but some going to transfer out, sad for that. A brand new year, a brand new start. Hahas...My birthday is coming nearer and nearer!

2010-12-31T14:41:00.006+08:00

Today is the last day of the last year, it's time to sum up everything for this year. Well, i should say this year is a tragic year for me.

January
A brand new year, a brand new start but i lost my mother's side grandmother...SADDEN =(

February
Chinese New Year..Had lots of joy with cousins!

March

April

May

June

July

August

September

October

November

December

Hoping that 2011 will be a better year, no lose but gain! Cause the feeling of losing is really painful and hurtful! I don't wanna that anymore! All the best to all of you. Enjoy the last day of the last year...

2010-12-23T02:11:00.002+08:00

After so long then update my dead blog, i will find my time to update it once in a while.

2010-12-16T01:50:00.003+08:00

Once a fool, forever a fool!!

2010-12-08T04:48:00.000+08:00

Hello guys...How you guys been doing? It have been such a long time ever since i updated this blog, i guess i have already lose interest in blogging. Okays...prom night been a quite a fun night for me to gather with friends and chit chat. Do hope others have fun too. GCN "N" level is going to be release soon, well all those worries starting to come out le. Well, One year is going to finish and another new year is come and which mean my birthday is coming soon!! Hahas...I want many presents. Life still got to go on ya? Just found out that there is many hypocrite being so xu wei and love to ka jiaowei. Wondering why there is such people on earth...i hate this kind of people. Shall update another day as is going to be 5am soon and i need to sleep as 4pm i am working! Nights people!
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Day 23 - the last person you kissed.
It shall remain as a secret!! Hahas!

Day 24 - the person that gave you your favorite memory.
This person was the person person that treated me like a princess i guess, always being there to listen to me, dote me, sayang me, care for me and concern for me. I really love his presence!

Day 25 - the person you know that is going through the worst of times.
He is going through the worst of times also a guy that i love the most. Seeing everyday he smoke so much and drink so much make me heartbreak. In his heart, i doubt no one can replace that girl place. How i wish that i am that girl cause i surely won't make him heartbroken. He have already been though so much but why god still wanna torture him!!

Day 26 - the last person you made a pinky promise to.
I forgotten who is him or her after all it have been many years too cause that was still during my childhood time!

Day 27 - the friendliest person you knew for only one day.
This person is Nicholas.L, surprisingly that he is so friendly,good and gentleman guy that is faithful to girl. Hope he will find his right one.

Day 28 - someone that changed your life.
This person was don korkor, last time i was a girl whom keep everything to myself and think that if i tell that person my problem and he will be burden cause he have his problem too. But don korkor have change my thinking which turn my life from black and white into colourful! Thanks korkor!

Day 29 - the person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to.

I guess there is no one bahs! Haiz!!

Day 30 - your reflection in the mirror.
In front of the mirror, i often ask myself this. Have i changed? If yes, how much i changed? Good or bad? If no, why am i not changing? Do i need a change? From a innocent girl when we was small till now with burden! I guess i really did changed alot!!

Finally completed the letter thingy..after so long! Phew...
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Will you ever notice me that i am just always at the distance when you turn about...

2010-11-18T11:29:00.002+08:00

Hellos people, how is life going on? Well, my health is getting bad to worst. I wonder why too? Daddy have been always complaining that my face is so green in other words my face is so pale. Having more headache nowadays. Oh my god, what is going on? Don't feel like eating in times too, not because i am on diet or what but is just don't feel like eating. Stomach have been randomly pain too, that kind of pain is not what i can endure. Well, yesterday help Mervin brother to do his blog stuff. So people do visit his blog and tag him before you leave. Click here to enter his blog. Hahas, wondering what wrong with nowadays people? Why got so maP
ny kinds of people in this world example like selfish, hypocrite, story maker, liar and many many more. Life can be quite pathetic in times, i know that but not as pathetic as you do. You claim that you love him, reflect and think. You really love him anot, or you treated him like a toy to fool around. Don't you think that you went too overboard.
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Day 11(06/11) - a deceased person you wish you could talk to.
I guess this person is either my grandfather at daddy's side,grandmother at mummy's side or simon. They are the people that i miss the most, and they are the one that i wanna talk to them the most. They are the one that dote me the most and love me the most. Although i know simon is not but i was once loved by him and i am really content enough. Hope that you guys are doing great. You guys are missed by Aikiko Lanz Veromee/Luvhimalways/ HuiLuan!!

Day 12(07/11) - the person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain.
This person i shall not mention who you are cause you should know who you are. I hate you the person cause you are the one that have ruined my life entirely. Don't ever let me see you where ever at the road side cause you might not know what i will do next.

Day 13(08/11) - someone you wish could forgive you.
This person it would be Felicia, my dearest besties. Partly because of my, my friendship drifted apart, quarrels and stuff. Felt i am being too selfish towards her. I'm sorry, my dearest besties. Will you ever forgive me?

Day 14(09/11) - someone you’ve drifted away from.
This cute girl is a girl i spent my 2 last years of secondary life with, she know my everything. There is no secret between us. No matter what happen to me, she always there for me yet i have never spare a thought for her sometimes still throw her alone. Although there is times whereby we will quarrel but she is the one always listening to every problem. Will i ever get back such a good friend? Regretted!!

Day 15(10/11) - the person you miss the most.
This person shall be RODGE, my dearest brother. I always having alot of fun working morning shift together with him. I missed him tons! He went back to his own country for his mission. Only will be back after two years. But now only 2 months have gone. Arrgg...I really miss him. He always given me alot of advice!! I miss those day whereby we went out and have fun! Brother, come home soon! We miss you!

Day 16(11/11) - someone that’s not in your state/country.
This person is another 2 brothers of mine, and they are thamboenan and reza. They are my 2 indonesia good brothers that i have made in my working store. Although they are elder than me but we still can have fun together in times. Like joke around, going place to enjoy ourselves. I miss them alot..

Day 17(12/11) - someone from your childhood.
Childhood, this word seem really big to me. Cause i am like so unfamiliar of this word!

Day 18(13/11) - the person that you wish you could be.
This guy i know him at least almost four years ever since i started working, he is the guy that dote me the most. Never let me get bullied! Even he know that i like him yet he have no feelings towards him yet he never avoid me or change. His care and concern is what i like the most. The way of dote-ing me and sayang me made me love the most. But in his eyes got someone else, how i wish that it was me cause i promise i won't make him sad or drop a single tears!

Day 19(14/11) - someone that pesters your mind—good or bad.
Good thing is i dont have! Hahas!

Day 20(15/11) - the one that broke your heart the hardest.
This someone that i shall not mention the name is someone that i love the most and put in the most effort yet hurt the most too. No matter ended up how much scolding i get from parent, i don't care as long as to see that person happy. This person also can make me give up on him/her then fall back to him/her again!!

Day 21(16/11) - someone you judged by their first impression.
I don't usually judge people by my first impression...sorry!

Day 22(17/11) - someone you want to give a second chance to.
I think everyone deserve a second chance, don't you think so? Everyone will make mistake too!
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2010-11-05T01:51:00.000+08:00

Hello people, i am like finally back ya? So how you guys are doing? Hoping that you guys are doing great. As per normal, almost everyday is my working life! Sucks to the max right? No time for myself even, but great that i have off days too! that is what i love it to the max! LOL...I gonna save lots of money for prom night! Hope it will be great fun and prom night date is getting more nearer which mean that n level result release will be nearer too. I am scare. OMG! Recently, there is many thing that happen in my life which make me kind of speechless and don't know what to do? Only which to be drunk and forget everything. Got to go. BYE~
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Day 2(28/10) - your crush.
Currently, no one i guess! Single for me is the best bahs. Don't need to be sad over someone you like yet he will never ever notice you or care about you.
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Day 3(29/10) - your parents.
To me, I guess they treated me more like a maid than daughter, sorry no offense! Well, they expect me to be helping them doing this and that plus i still got to do. I also do need time to chill out with friends and stuff. Sometimes i just hate people calling aunty, you think is i want de mahs? Following instructions then ended up being called like this, you like it mahs? FUCK YOU...I HATE IT TO THE MAX!! I HATE PEOPLE CALLING ME AUNTY WHEN I AM NOT. I AM ONLY 17 NOT 71!!
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Day 4(30/10) - your sibling.
I have one elder brother,one elder sister and one younger brother. Well our relationship can say okay only. More like stranger than sibling, we can quarrel for the most slightest thing!
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Day 5(31/10) - your dreams.
Well, my dream are really quite simple. I hope i can get my freedom and go out to ton without limiting me ! That all!
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Day 6(01/11) - a stranger.
From stranger become couples is what i never think before but after 6months we broke off. Shall not mention name!
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Day 7(02/11) - your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush.
For the first time, i can like someone and can be drunk because of this person. Never know that i will do such a thing. Trying to use busy and beer to number myself and forget everything. And i taking back smoking! OMG! Tell me what am i supposed to do?
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Day 8(03/11) - your favorite internet friend.
Hmm....Sorry i don't have any internet friends cause all like so despo for girls! Zzz
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Day 9(04/11) - someone you wish you could meet.
I wish i could meet someone whom really love me, and accept that who am i and love me for who am i. That all i as for!!
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Day10(05/11) - someone you don't talk to as much as you'd like to.
This person is maisy, cause i think she is too irritating for me. From the start, she worked together with us. I jiu dislike her from there. Arrggg...
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2010-10-27T01:58:00.002+08:00

Hello people...Back on posting already!! Recently it have been my working life, damn tiring. Well, actually there is nothing much i could update but then i must update cause is like so dead already. Wondering why there are people so bastard in this world. Backstab people and put word into people mouth when they did not even say it at all. I hate this kind of people. Anyways, i fall back into love with someone cause this person deserve it and it is worth it. I dont mind waiting cause it's worth it!
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Day 1 - your best friend.
In life, I have lots of friends but true friends only one handful. Well, Felicia is my bestfriend. Well, although i only know her for two years but she know almost everything about me. Although we drifted but she is always there for me when i need her. She always give me the best advice what to do and what i should not do. There is nothing that we can't talk about. Although now she is in the west side of singapore while i am in the east side of singapore but we still contact through phone. Other than Felicia, I still have my primary school clique, people like Li En, Joanne, Ann Li, Hisyam and Welson. Secondary school cliques, people like KaiHui, Mervin, Celina, Vanessa, MengTeck, TienHwa, Kenny, YiJun, Ashley and Sissy Ben. Outside friends like Eda, Brandon, Donavan, Lydia, ChuiTing and Desmond!

2010-10-18T12:36:00.000+08:00

Hellos people, it have been quite a long time since i last updated this blog. Anyways i went to change my blogskin again. Recently have been busying working and watching play kiss. Awww...Kim Hyun Joong is so shuai!! He is my husband!! Awww~

2010-10-03T00:23:00.001+08:00

Hellos people, I'm back once again before i will go in the exam hall on monday. Well, how everybody doing? Hope you guys doing fine...Well people that is taking GCE "N" Paper on monday got to jiayou especially people like YiXue, BenBen, Agen, Ashley, Peter, KaiHui, JingJie, ChingCheng, WangHong, Felicia, Cherie, Clara, Kelvin and last but not least me. Then people taking their End Of Year[EOY] Paper also must jiayou especially people like Celina,Vanessa, Sean and last but not least AhJie. People whom taking GCE "O" also must jiayou especially people like Mervin, YiJun, ShiHui, LiangXun, Geok Peng and not forgetting SingYan too. Well i learnt alot of things recently, in life, there is something that we will gain but there is also something that we will lost in the end. Although in the end, no one wants this ending but there is nothing much we can do about it. Losing it is super painful, who don't which that they can have gain but not lost. I also wish that i have it too. Well, After GCE "N" paper, most of us will go our own way till the day that we are supposed to go back school to collect our result. 2 days ago, i found out that i have mood swing. I asked myself why am i having mood swing but i can't find the answer why? Until last night, my head was thinking that gosh today was my last day of school. Do i still stand a chance to go back that school? Surprisingly, i will miss schooling cause people that know me, know that i hate school. There is a few days i skip school due to laziness. There is many things i would miss like my favourite sitting place which i never allow anyone to sit there without my permission, my table with tons of drawings and writing of names. Although is kind of childish and lame but it created a memories for me. The school canteen food cause it is really very delicious although i always complaint that i am sick and tired of the food after all i been eating the food for almost 5 years. Well sometimes i really wish that our class would be better cause like our class like not united and in class separated to4 different groups. What more could i still complain more. In life, we always find that things is not good enough so you always ask for the best. After which you would ask for more and more, but compare me in singapore than people from others countries. I should count myself much much more lucky than anyone else. Sometimes on the bus ride back home, i have some thoughts. I have been thinking, well schooling is ending soon and exam are starting soon. There is people whom wanna cherish their days in school yet there is people don't even bother to come. Don't they miss their schooling life after they leave this school. Although this school might not be a good school but there is more or less memories bahs. Well, i am glad that our class gonna open a class chalet hope this will give a stronger bonding for our class bahs although it might be the last year. I hope that it could be a memorable one, now i am persuading my parents to let me ton overnight, if they really allow it will be me first time offically ton-ing outside. Last time is always sneak out when they are in malaysia. Frankly speaking, i don't really have high hopes going up secondary 5 but i will do my best and put in my best and full effort in every paper that i gonna to take cause i don't wanna to disappoint anyone especially don don that gave me the most motivation. Sometimes i also do wish i could get up to secondary 5, so that...Hahas! I can't say out cause it shall be a secret and this secret is only i know and no one else i guess. Towards r/s, i still lost. I dont know why, maybe i am always lost in my own world. Everyone knows the full picture but me. Sadden. Well, i shall not care anything, i shall finish my exams first. Time is getting late, i shall head to bed now as tomorrow i got to do. Ke Lian de me, monday got exam yet tomorrow got to work. Nights people!

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请记得，
再艰辛的日子都有我陪伴着你…
再大的风雨都有我为你遮为你挡…
请不要伤心，因为我不曾离开你…
请不要难过，因为我不曾放弃你…
拉起了的你的手我不会放…
得到了的你的心我不会还…
我爱你…
永远爱你…

2010-09-28T22:51:00.001+08:00

Mia till GCE "N" End!

2010-09-24T01:35:00.000+08:00

People, how is your day? My day is really great, well today gave school a miss but met up with LiangXun & ShiHui at BDN to study. That LiangXun is really a pig, when ShiHui & I reach BDN. He is still at home sleeping then we study till 2pm then pack our stuff and head to TN3 as I got to go down to do some work stuff after that slack there then headed home and helped to do house chores then i so tired that went to took a nap then who know when i woke up is already 7.15pm so rush down to josias's laopa house then celebrated florence's birthday and then head to 201 have dinner. After which head home & rest.

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人是善变的动物! People do make changes in many parts of life, some are small changes while some are really huge changes. Sometimes we wished that they are still like before but then it will never be the same as they have change. The only thing that we can do is accept the fact that he/she have change and then move on. Do you believe in miracle?? I do believe in it. I still really hope that the answer that i got will change one day. STILL WAITING! Ever Since 13/09/2010!

2010-09-23T01:52:00.001+08:00

AiKiko Lanz Veromee says:
世界最遥远的距离不是天涯海角而是我就站在你面前,你却不知道我爱你.
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Hellos people, i'm back for posting. Well this might be my last post till my GCE "N" ended, recently did not update my blog is either i'm too lazy to do so or i'm busying with work and studies! Well many things happen in my life but i have learn from what one of my friend told me: 困难是激发我们的斗志、使我们变得更为坚强的催化剂，所以不要害怕困难缠身、反而应该抱着感谢的心去面对它、因为没有经过挫折的磨练、就不能让自己茁壮;没有经过困难的考验、就无法得到真正的成功! But also must thank you this friend cause i know that life is not about what you give and what will get back but is how you see each problem and solve it. Although there is something is not what you wanted to happen but it is within your control. Maybe that is life and fate bahs. No one to be blame. In life, i guess i lost too much things le. There is times i felt like giving up but there is always people pulling me through those struggles. Thanks people...It is really appreciated by me. Although i don't know how long more i can hang on but i won't give up easily. Had a quarrel with dad and mum earlier on, to me is like a normal thing already cause we did it almost everyday. I'm thinking is this the way how we communicate? Somehow i tired of all those scolding,shouting,caning and crying. Don't force me one day i run away from home, is not like i never did it before. Sometimes i even wonder..am i your daughter or am i your maid? Why must i be the one doing when the rest of them also at home too? You know that my "N" level is coming yet still keep asking go places that i can choose to go or not. When i head out to study, then you will either say i go out to play or our house cannot study mehs? But use your brain a bit lahs, if our house big enough then i surely ask them study at home right? You know i can't cope with my studies already yet still ask me go here and there. Asking me to do this and that, still expect to get high grades. Sometime i even have to sacrifices my sleeping time just to do my revision? Is this being fair for me? Haiz...I'm totally numb already! Towards love, although the answer that i got wasn't what i wanted but then i still glad that he is frankly enough. Well, i also gotten a lot of advice from different friends. Thanks for the concern people, i am really alright so no worries! There is people that ask me to give up since he had already put his words till this way, some people tell me not to give up so that i will not have any regrets. Well, my decision is i will give up till the day i stop liking him cause i dont wanna have any regrets. Someone ever told me that to love someone is to want her/him to have the best of himself/herself and is not having him/her just because of you love her/him. Well, the time is getting late. I got to go rest. Bye guys!

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To 74666 439 565 8664:

It have been 1 year & 4 months that you left this world.

How are you?

Hope that you are fine...

We miss you so much...

I will be visiting you after my n level.

Recently i been thinking of you which makes me cry...

I don't know why too.

Take care yourself!

74666, WE MISS YOU!

[23/05/2009;0445AM]

2010-09-18T03:32:00.001+08:00

Changed Blogskins...Will do a posting tomorrow. Stay tune!

2010-09-01T20:41:00.002+08:00

To name .:
I don't really care who are you. But stop insulting me & my character. If you don't really know me well kindly shut up. How do you know that I'm a flirt when i not together with you. Hey..come on lahs. Stop being a computer warrior! And kindly do not use any vulgarities on me, i didn't not scold you alright. Who give you the right to scold me unless you are my parents! And frankly speaking if I'm a flirt, i would have stead but I'm single not attached!

2010-08-29T12:28:00.000+08:00

Hellos people, i once again back for posting after such a long time. How been you guys doing? Hope you guys doing great. Well...Just ended my prelims but then my GCE "N" level is coming. Those people taking N or O levels this year, good luck and all the best to you. Well i going to be very very not free after this week, but do tag me also okays?

2010-08-23T00:15:00.000+08:00

Sometimes i no longer know why i working for already for.
Somehow i am really tired.
It seem like i going to break down soon.
I don't know how long i still can hang on.
Last time, i really love working there but everything change.
This is not what i want to get.
I hate this.
Life sucks!
I wish that we could get back like last time but is it possible?
I wish is possible!

2010-08-10T02:55:00.000+08:00

People, i just went to update the photos of my blogskins. As the previous photos was up there too long. Prelims is on wednesday yet i doesn't have the mood to study! OMFG...who can save me!! Gosh!

2010-08-06T22:54:00.000+08:00

Hellos people, i am back for proper posting. Have been quite busy recently and i really have no time to update my blog as prelims and "N" level is coming up. Recently there is also alot of problems that occur on me. Some of them is really make me heartache,some of them are making me headache while others is i am totally speechless and don't know what to say or to do. There is many things that happen to my life and seriously sometimes i hope that i could give up my life. Frankly speaking, i am super tired le. When will all this problem put a full stop! Now going up to secondary 5 is also another problem, i have no confidence.

2010-07-26T23:57:00.001+08:00

I hate the life i having now...Haiz!

2010-07-22T19:28:00.001+08:00

Am i supposed to carry on my life like that !

2010-07-13T19:08:00.002+08:00

Maybe from the start, i should not be the ones being so "GOOD" to help you guys. I'm just being a fool no matter is towards friends or relationship and I'm just a big failure! Thinking what the point living in this world when things turn out to be in this way. I'm just making a fool of myself in front of everyone. Seriously, who can i trust now? I really don't know. Who is really true to me? I don't know too! What am i in those people's heart? Maybe just a tool or a toy. Life sucks lahs...Knowing the truth is so sucks! I hate knowing the truth. Well...I wish i could end my life cause i don't know how to carry on and frankly enough i can't accept this fact. Or i don't wanna accept this fact! Facts sucks too! Crying alone but who knows? NO ONE! Life seem like is fated that i should be alone. Since that the case, then why let me carry on this life. Might as well, take me away. People might say that i am not alone. But in actual fact maybe i am really alone or i should said that i am an extra burden to everyone that know me. No matter is family, relative,friends,teachers,working friends,cliques and ex-boyfriends! Oh God, Please just take me away and stop letting me to suffer! I can't take anymore blows!

2010-07-10T13:51:00.002+08:00

Hellos people, back on update again. Life sucks to the max lahs, damn hate my life!
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Would you be there
If I were blue, would you be there for me,

And whisper in my ears that's ok.
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.

If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender loving care,
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
And never look back..

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

If I am away, would you still think of me,
And wished that you could hold me now.
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
All the way ...

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to save my soul tonight,
Would you swear that your love is always true,
Would you say that you always be there,
To kiss my pain away,

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to save my soul tonight,
Would you swear that your love is always true,
Would you say that you always be there,
To kiss my pain away.

2010-07-10T02:29:00.000+08:00

Hellos people, finally i am back on posting. Recently been busy chionging my studies and slacking with different groups of friends! Recently have been meet Li En, MengTeck and sometimes Kenny to come out study. Many things have been happening in my life. My life sucks to the max, seriously i hate my life lahs! Sometimes i wish i was not born on this earth. Recently still very emo. Still crying as usual. Only some people know! Thanks people for always being there for me. Recently been meeting up with ex. And yeah...they seem changed alot. Wish them all the best in their life.

Baby Boy,
I still love you as much as i used to do.
Even though you have someone else
But i still waiting for you.
We are so near yet so far.
I wish i could have those kisses and hugs.
Is it impossible to let us start afresh?
I really wanna us to start afresh..
And i swear i will never leave nor let you go.
Baby, I still love you.
I still want you
I still need you!

2010-07-03T22:27:00.002+08:00

I hate to be sick!

2010-06-24T01:14:00.001+08:00

Hellos people, i am back on posting le. Anyway, i am attached. Yeahs, baby is really sweet lahs. Bored bored...Today shall spend my whole day with him. As tomorrow is his off day plus dont know school reopen got time for him mahs. SAD! Got to go rest. BYE~

2010-06-19T01:05:00.004+08:00

Hello people,how are you guys doing? Hope you guys doing great, as for me, i doubt so cause i am falling sick! Gosh...I hate that. Okays...Let me start my post from 15 bahs. Oh ya...I changed my blog song already.

15.06.2010[Tuesday]
Woke up at 8am to get prepare for work at 9am, went out of house at 8.30am to buy my breakfast to bring to work place and eat. After which head to work place then enjoy my breakfast,clear up the place then went in to work station and punch in. Then started to felt that my chest area feeling not comfortable, felt like vomiting too. Out of sudden turn super sour, so i punch out at 11am and rested till going 12noon then slowly walk home. Then rested awhile and do things,prepare to go out. Met up with AnnLi,Joanne and Li En brought ticket for the "Karate Kid" show. Then waited for MengTeck after that went to arcade awhile then me,annli and joanne went off to walk around century square and tampines mall. And had dinner,after head back century square for our show. This show is funny. Is worth it to watch it. Then took bus home,wash up,use computer and sleep.

16.06.2010[Wednesday]
Morning woke up 8am to do some praying stuffs, try to fall back into sleep but i just cant so i went to use computer while still hesitating if i should go then online chatted with Li En and decided to go somemore raining. Went to prepared then met Li En then went to 201 Mac to had breakfast after which went to took 59 to bishan then met up with germaine then took 401W to bright hill temple. Went to visit simon, felt like crying. Yeah, i cried abit but Li En cried more than me. Seriously if i know is like that i surely wont bring her along. After which took bus 53 to pasir ris change bus 3 to downtown east then germaine went off while me and li en met my sister then lunch then 4pm went to kbox till 7 after which li en went off to find her "AHEM" while me and my sister head home. *TIRED*

17.06.2010[Thursday]
Didn't went to work as not feeling well. One whole day rot at home. BORED DIE ME! Arrgg....

18.06.2010[Friday]
Woke up at nearly 10am then kept wanting fall back in to sleep but just can't. I wonder why. Then when to use computer,iron my shirt for later going out de,shower,prepare my things for go out de then went to TN3 meet up with Chau[Boss] and waited but while waiting for chau, i read my new CLDP. And good luck to me, i got a new trainer which is Lydia[2nd Assistant Manager]. Me and Chau went to stationary shop to buy tape holder, had lunch at KFC and had a good chat with him too. Stay at store till 6pm then head home. Do things then use computer.

19.06.2010[Saturday]
I decided to update my blog before people come and tell me that my blog is dead! Will update again for today events.
*Edit-ed*
Rotted at home, Li En came find me. We had great chat. Use computer,went staircase chatted with Nicholas! Use computer again!
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I don't wanna fight
I can't sleep
everything I ever knew
is a lie without you
I can't breathe
when my heart is broke in two
there's no beat, without you
You're not gone, but
you're not here
At least that's the way
it seems tonight
If we could try to end these wars
I know that we can make it right
Cause baby...

*Chorus:
I don't wanna fight no more
I forgot what we were fighting for
& this loneliness that's
in my heart
wont let me be apart from you
I don't want to have the try
Girl to live without you in my life
so I'm hoping we can start tonight
cause I don't wanna fight
NO MORE...

How can I live
When everything that I adore
And everything I'm living for
Girl it's in you
I can't dream
Sleepless nights have got me bad
The only dream I ever had
Is being with you
I know that we can make it right
It's gonna take a little time
Lets not leave ourselves
with no way out
Lets not cross that line

Chorus

Remember that I made
a vow that I would
never let you go
I mean it then I mean it now and I
want to tell you so

Chorus x2

so lie without you
Without you
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I DON'T WANNA FIGHT ANYMORE,
I FORGOT WHAT I FIGHTING FOR.

2010-06-10T01:13:00.004+08:00

Hellos people, i am back for posting le. Kind of pekcek with facebook cause i wanna upload my photos yet cannot. Arrgg...I have alot photos that i wanna upload de. Finally, GCE "N" level de F&N practical is finished already. So that from now onward i can more focus on other subjects especially mathematics. So from now onwards no more slacking for me le, no matter what i still gonna try my very best even if at last i still ended up at ite. Next week will be working but schedule no sure yet. If anyone wanna ask me out, let me know as soon as possible. Recently also have been meeting up MengTeck korkor. Hoping he is better already and don't think too much. I better go sleep le. I'm tired..Yawns~ Nights people!
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Quiz Time

Relationships:

* I'm in a relationship.

* I'm Single.

* I'm missing him.

* I'm crushin.

* I don't know if he felt the same way as i feel.

* An ex has emotionally abused me at least once.

* I’ve missed an ex before.

* I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
* I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
* I've loved someone wholeheartedly.
* I've been in a relationship.
* I've been cheated.
* I've broke up with someone.
* I've had a broken heart.
* I've broke people's heart.
* I’ve been in love more than two times.
* I believe in love at first sight.
* I believe lust is more important than love.
* I believe that there is someone out there waiting for me.
* I believe that things will turn out right some day.

Friendships:
* I have some best friends.
* I have at least ten friends.
* I love my friends.
* I love hanging out with them.
* I’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend.
* I’ve beaten up a friend.
* I've been left out among them.
* I’ve been in a serious fight with a friend.
* I can trust at least five people with my life.
* I believe that friends will be there for me.

Experiences:
* I’ve been on a plane.
* I’ve been on a train.
* I’ve left the state/province.
* Someone close to me has died.
* I’ve taken a taxi.
* I’ve taken a city bus.
* I've cut my hand.
* I've almost died.
* I’ve taken a school bus.
* I’ve gone bungee jumping.
* I’ve made a speech.
* I’ve been in some sort of club.
* I’ve won an award.
* I’ve spent 24 hours on the computer straight.
* I’ve been in a physical fight.

Music:
* I listen to country.
* I listen to pop.
* I listen to techno.
* I listen to rock.
* I listen to my mood.
* I listen to soft type of music.
* I’m one of those people who play songs repeatedly until I hate it.
* I hate the radio.
* I download music.
* I buy CD’s.

Fear:
* I'm afraid of insects.
* I'm afraid of the dark.
* I'm afraid of height.
* I'm afraid of water.
* I'm afraid of fire.
* I'm afraid of getting lost.
* I'm afraid of getting sick.
* I'm afraid of getting old.
* I'm afraid of getting pimples.
* I'm afraid of lonelyness.
* I'm afraid of dying.
* I'm afraid of reptiles.
* I'm afraid of parents.
* I'm afraid of teachers.
* I'm afraid of losing my phone.
* I'm afraid of losing my memories.
* I'm afraid of losing someone that i love.

Snacks:
* I love chocolates.
* I love chips.
* I love sweets.
* I love cookies.
* I love brownies.
* I love cakes.
* I love muffins.

Restaurants:
* I love Mac.
* I love Subway.
* I love KFC.
* I love Pizzahut.
* I love Carl's Junior.
* I love Burger King.
* I love Long John Silver.
* I love Cafe Cartel.
* I love Swensens.* I love Coffee Bean.
* I love Starbucks.

Television:
* I spend at least six hours a day watching television.
* I like watching television.
* I watch soap operas daily.
* I’m in love with Days Of Our Lives.
* I’ve seen and like The OC.
* I’ve seen and like One Tree Hill.
* I’ve seen and like America’s Next Top Model.
* I’ve seen and like cartoons.
* I’ve seen and like comedy.
* I’ve seen and like horror.
* I’ve seen and like drama.
* I’ve seen and like romance.

Family Life:
* I get along with both of my parents.
* My biological parents are still together.
* I have at least one brother.
* I have at least one sister.
* I have at least one step brother/sister.
* I have at least one half brother/sister.
* I’ve been kicked out of the house.
* I’ve ran away from my home.
* I’ve sworn at my parents.
* I've disappoint my parents.
* I’ve made my parents cry.
* I’ve lied to my parents.
* I’ve lied to my parents about where I am.
* I’ve lied to my parents about what I’m doing.
* I’ve lied to my parents so I’d be allowed out.
* I've lied to my parent who I am with.
* I’ve walked out when I’ve been grounded.

Hair:
* I’ve been brown.
* I’ve cut my hair in the past year.
* I’ve dyed my hair in the past year.
* I’ve been blonde.
* I’ve had black.
* I’ve been/had red.
* I’ve been light brown.
* I’ve been medium brown.
* I've had green.
* I've had red.
* I've had blue.
* I've had pink.
* I’ve had purple.
* I've had orange.
* I've had gold.
* I've had reddish-brown.
* I've layered my hair.
* I've got a short hair.
* I’ve gotten my hair thinned.
* I use conditioner.
* I’ve used silk therapy.
* I’ve used hot oil treatments.
* I’ve curled my hair.
* I’ve straightened my hair.
* I’ve ironed my hair.
* I’ve braided my hair.
* I’ve had dreadlocks.
* I've had a bad hair day.
* I've dyed my hair.

* I hate my hair.

* I love my nature colour.

Alcohols:
* Red Wine.
* Vodka.
* Bacardi.
* Beer.
* Jolly Shandy.
* Whisky.
* Cocktail.
* Sake.
* Rice Wine.
* Hard Liquor.
* I drank alcohol before.
* I'm a alcoholic.
* I've went to a bar.
* I've went to a pub.
* I've wanted to try more alcohols.
* I've been drunk.

School:
* I’ve thrown something at a teacher.
* I’ve yelled at a teacher.
* I’ve been suspended.
* I’ve had an in-school suspension.
* I’ve been sent to the principal’s office.
* I’ve walked out of class.
* I’ve skipped an entire day of school.
* I've skipped class.
* I’ve skipped a whole month of one certain class.
* I’ve failed a test.
* I’ve cheated on a test.
* I’ve helped someone else cheat on a test.
* I’ve failed Art.
* I’ve failed P.E.
* I’ve failed Math.
* I've failed English.
* I've failed Mother Tongue.
* I've failed Science.
* I've failed Humanities.
* I've failed Music.
* I've failed Elective.
* I’ve failed another class.
* A teacher has called my parents.
* I’ve been caught skipping.
* I've had detention.
* I've been caught using handphone in class.
* I've failed mid-year exams.
* I've failed year-end exams.
* I've failed a quiz.
* I've day dream in class.
* I've smoked in school.
* I've slept in class.

2010-06-02T23:58:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Simon..

Hellos people...I am like finally back on posting after so long! Well...Recently really don't have the time to update my blog as kind of busy with my F&N coursework. Some people already started to complain that my blog is dead! Okays many things happen too. The one that happen recently is yesterday. As me and my besties, felicia's money was stolen, don't know from which idiots! I seriously don't understand why do you have to steal other people hard earn money, no matter is from the victim's/victim's relative salary or savings. If you have no money, you can always ask from parents and borrow from friends. Is there a need to steal? Do you even spare a thoughts for others? Is this what you learn in your primary school and secondary school? Then let me ask you back...by doing this what you gain? 你的良心去那里了? 良心给狗吃了吗? If this money were to be going to save someone's life, how would you feel? If your own working salary steal by someone, how would you feel? Please be more considerate to others. Don't only think for your own! Spare a thoughts for others!

Result...
English 42 U
Chinese 70 2
Mathematics 25 U
Science 24 U
Combined Humanities 14 U
Food & Nutrition 60 4
Civics & Moral Education B

Total:221.0/500
Class Position:15/25
EMB3 Aggregate:-
Percentage:44.2
L1B2 Aggregate:-
Conduct:Good
Attendance:92/95
Comments: Hui Luan is a pleasant student who is able to respond appropriately to others. She has a cheerful disposition and accepts feedback and suggestions readily. She is able to weigh the consequences of her own actions and work towards improvements of performance targets.

New songs added...

只为爱上你

如果说这世界不够完美不够好

一定是在等我们亲手给它变得美好

就像爱看起来会那么少

一定是在等我们一起

勇敢的寻找一起找到

一片片落叶为开出个花园

手牵手捱过整个冬天

每只蝴蝶为了飞为了翩翩起舞

先做一个茧

最美海岸线总是要很蜿蜒

才足够让人忘返流连

你的身边要不是比天边还遥远

勇气怎么出现

当我终于住进你的心

里分享同一个世界

身后错过痛过漫长情节都变甜美

只有我了解这幸福感觉

美得值得去付出一切

能够遇见你认识你喜欢你爱上你

感谢我每滴眼泪

只有你明白我有多珍贵

好得值得你为我改变

请你继续温柔交换我灿烂笑容

一天一天到永远那一天

爱上你有多幸运像是天使的礼物

我们不要辜负这幸福一定要更加幸福

如果爱真的是那么的少

我们就一起守护我们

得来不易的爱不被打扰

一片片落叶为开出个花园

手牵手捱过整个冬天

每只蝴蝶为了飞为了翩翩起舞

先做一个茧

最美海岸线总是要很蜿蜒

才足够让人忘返流连

你的身边要不是比天边还遥远

勇气怎么出现

当你终于走到我的面

前完整所有的画面

就算苦辣酸甜尝过一遍只剩喜悦

只有我了解这幸福感觉

美得值得去付出一切

能够遇见你认识你喜欢你爱上你

感谢我每滴眼泪

只有你明白我有多珍贵

好得值得你为我改变

请你继续温柔交换我灿烂笑容

一天一天到永远那一天

像是大雨过后晴朗的天宽阔而耀眼

每个黎明都需要有夜成全

往回看每兜一个圈

每一条迂回的曲线

都是为爱上你必须留的伏线

只有我了解这幸福感觉

美得值得去付出一切

能够遇见你认识喜欢你爱上你

感谢我每滴眼泪

只有你明白我有多珍贵

好得值得你为我改变

请你继续温柔交换我灿烂笑容

一天一天到永远那一天

如果说这世界不够完美不够好

一定是在等我们亲手给它变得美好

就像爱看起来会那么少

一定是在等我们一起

勇敢的寻找一起找到

2010-05-23T23:17:00.001+08:00

Once again is 23 again,
Sometimes i wish that this date will never come.
As this date remind me of simon,
Went to bishan and visit him today!
Guess he is doing great bahs!
Today went there for very long hours.
Well...I told myself that i shouldn't cry
But i failed to do so.
Thanks for liangxun and mengteck de console ...
I feeling much better already.
Thanks people!

2010-05-21T20:24:00.000+08:00

Hellos People, I am back on blogging le! Yea...Is like finally right? Due to exam and coursework! Sorry guys, seriously i am very disappointed in my result. I put in so much effort yet all went to vain...Haiz! Don't talk about this lahs! Finally contacted AMANDA LAO GONG le...Dont know where she go lahs! MIA! Lols...
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To: Hui Luan jiejie

jiejie!

thanks for being there for me and everything!

same as ann li,

i don't know how long have i know you guys le,(longer than 5)

but being with you guys,im simply loving it!

im really very happy to know you guys,hanging out and stuffs.

thanks for being my listening ear,accompany and many more!

really appreciate it lots!

about you, really had lots of things to say! :DD

Love you! <3

To Li En:

Meimei..

I also need to thanks you for being there for me all the time!

You are really sweet.

Use pink<3

Laughs!

Meet up soon.

Loves~

2010-05-15T23:37:00.002+08:00

Today i am super happy and super high mood though i am tired!

A big thanks to POOH FAMILY MEMBERS! <3

2010-05-13T21:36:00.000+08:00

Finally have finished all papers,now all left the oral on monday and that it! Recently have been studying till late midnight so i am like super tired! Been wanting to sleep but sometimes just cant sleep properly,i really wonder why. I wanted to say sorry to one person that i have been neglecting. I'm really sorry for the past few days i have been neglecting due to my exams! Please do not think that you are lonely. Sorry to make you have this kind of feelings! Sorry!

2010-05-12T20:47:00.002+08:00

Is like finally tomorrow is the last paper le, then monday is oral then no more! FINALLY!! Jiayou bahs people!

2010-05-03T22:04:00.001+08:00

Hellos people, I back once again but i think this will be the last post before i go for my war[SA1]. I will do whatever it takes to get up to Secondary 5 & that is my aim! Well...Today went out together with Joanne & Li En to study and sure we really did have alot of fun! Well people jiayou for all the examination that you facing this year! Make sure you study hard,work hard & play hard alright! Picture feel free to go my facebook to see the photos for today! Only to friends >.

2010-05-02T23:09:00.000+08:00

Hello Peoples,Sorry for not updating my blog due to my laziness! And it is like finally i could update after 2 weeks! Well...People i dont have super power so i shall just post those things that i still could remember! Okok...on 29 april, there is booster session for our motivational workshop! So so...Chit chat till something hurt me alot and cried! Then went to many different places due to Don Don's laptop battery flat. Me and Li Xian got to follow him and at last decided go bedok interchange! And saw nabeelah & aisha then 5 of us head to bedok library to "steal manual". Till 6pm, Li Xian head to bedok mrt station to take train while me and Don Don took bus home! He took 66 while me took 18! On the way back home,message Don Don!! Hahas...Fun time!!

Donavan, I will do my best for my GCE "N" level to know that secret!! Hahas >.<

2010-04-17T20:12:00.054+08:00

Hellos people! I'm back on posting, well my last post is on 13th or i shall carry on from 14! Slowly read alright! Hahas!

14/04/2010
School is as per normal but during lesson i shed my tears due to some reasons. Thank Felicia,Cherie & Kelly de concern. Don't worry for me alright! I will be fine de. After which went for rehearsal for speech day after that went home! Then shower,had dinner,do some house chores,use computer then sleep!

15/04/2010
School as per normal but again cried and this time cried for 3 period and fall asleep then wake up that junjie come make me angry so stomp off the class and bang the door! Then went to art room had a small conflict with junjie! After school,chatted with mdm rosiah for awhile then went to find kaihui they all as they preparing for tomorrow speech day de stuffs after which Then shower,had dinner,do some house chores,use computer then now going sleep cause tomorrow got work! Goodbye!

16/04/2010
Well school as per normal,went for the stress motivational course then won third prize was like $5 McDonald Voucher! Lols...Then went to eunos with clara get her stuffs then to 201 to eat then went to my house to change bags after that went to clara house to help her iron her ethnic clothes! Something happen in between...Only me and clara know! Lols...then bus to school and got prepare for specch day! Had alot of fun! After thanks to clara's parents fetch us home if not i believe we reach home about 10pm plus le then wash shoes and then use computer and sleep!

17/04/2010[Today]
Woke up at 11am plus then rot awhile then 12noon plus went to prepare to meet chingcheng & felicia to go tampines mart to study! Then we went to century square shopping and went home then shower,had dinner,do some house chores,use computer then sleep!
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Someone posted this onto her blog[I shall not mention who is it]:

Suppose yesterday i have couselling, then i forced myself not to attend, is because i think is that i talk to miss lois then she go tell rachel....then today i kena counselling agn...then i go find rachel wong then she ask me abt something....now i know is not miss lois tell her is someone who go and tell her something on that day...dunno that person tell what agn to her...u only know how to tell ppl then go ahead derr...i also tired liaox...today gt speech day rehearsal then that cb kia say something that i dun really lyk...cause people got name and no name plus who is senior in this choir...at least i respect zheng kai cause he older than me but what abt u guys???u can tell junior stand in the rows nicely but why cant u tell senior also lyk that...i really hate this choir...after this friday i wont seeing u this cb kia...no respect to senior when u get promoted to sec 5 no junior will respect u anymore...dun respect yourself equal nu not respect senior or elderly...only know how to scold vulgarity dunno how to change...i hate this person forever!!if u say i getting bad to worst then go ahead think of it...i dun mind derr..cause i know what am i doing...everything is my fault now i blamed myself and not others alright..u no wrong ok?it is all my fault...no one ask u to help me cover my stuff and helped me alright???u dun even know why i backstab u...because of u i cant say alot of thing abt u...i always keep it to myself..but in the end what i get???no one ask other people to 青我的黑锅 alright..is u who tell him first alright then u also go tell her then overall is all my fault...ya larhx...all my fault o?not your fault ok???the problem is i dun even push the blame to other now i push all the blame to myself OK???u want go tell him go ahead..what i write abt u u can go tell him straight away...i alright derr..u also not the one in the past liaox...everyone is changing include me also...u say i getting from bad to worst...it true...i no longer the past liaox...if i tell u i dunno what have i done??then can u tell me what have i done???me and you the thing dun include anyone can???(INCLUDING HIM)u can tell him why cant i tell others???i really dunno what u hear from in the choir..but i do say bad thing abt u but do you know why???i also know what am i doing..pls lahx..i know what is 人在做天在看 no need to tell me...how i wish god can take me right away..so that i can go accompany those "friends"..since sec 1 u treat me as sister until sec 4 but u and f jus one year plus sister relationship is already surpassed me and u the sister relationship..i no longer the girl who share secret to u...and also this can make me commit sucide easily...u dun even know monday i shed whole night tear??...now u dun even know what my heart is thinking...u know dun even know one thing from me...

Reply to someone post:

In the first place, why i cannot tell Mdm Rachel? She is my counselor, I'm just sharing my problems with her so that she can give me advice. You can tell if you want to and no one will stop you too. Why i cannot tell other people? Is my mouth lehs, i am born with a mouth and this mouth us given by god for us to speak out whatever we wanted to speak! Talking about choir,You expect us to respect you as senior but go think back you all should deserve to be respected mahs? You respect that person not because how old he or she is. You all said that you are senior but do you play a part of the role of senior to help them and ask them to be attentive to whatever leaders is saying! You all did not, instead you all "senior" join them fooling around! Like that you still expect we all to respect you all as senior and you sure we call them stand in a row in a nicely manner mahs? We also did shout! We are fair and square de...And what right you have to scold me chee bye kia? You not from chee bye come out de mahs? If yes then don't say others cause say people say yourself first! I know when to respect people okays? Don't need you come and teach me. You don't even can teach yourself properly le, then don't say about others! You sure i nowadays still got keep scolding vulgarities mahs? Go ahead and ask people to be fair, I'm no longer last time that HuiLuan that always scold this vulgarities le! You surely is getting bad to worst, don't need i say! Others see le also know! You said that you hate backstabber but behind others you are a backstabber too! You are a liar and backstabber! You hate me forever? Let me tell you this, I HATE YOU FOREVER TOO! Don't tell me lame reason what you started backstab me cause you cannot say stuffs behind my back and you kept it to yourself! I cover your stuff though you didn't ask for help but i helped because i care! I care you more than anyone but in return what i get? No one wanted to clear the mess that you left for others but think back. Is it fair for them? Why you never spare a thoughts for others de? Did i said is all your fault. and i see no point telling you that is your fault cause you won't listen de! Between our things if you don't want include him, i'm fine! Please lahs, you said you know 人在做天在看 then you still do all this kind of things? You not scare retribution? Only you think you want god take you away? I want it to...so that i can go find simon! Regarding me and you 4 years friendship will break down is because of your jealousy! So what me and felicia going one year? You also know that me and her same class definitely closer! From the day, we started quarrel and i already know i am not the one that you shared secret with cause you got jia en already! You want to commit suicide then i don't want mahs? I still got alot more things to fan! Okays,so what i don't know you shed tears? When i shed tears you know ? You also don't know! And yes, i don't know what your heart thinking already and i don't even know a single things from you already! And the reason is simple! Cause i no longer know who you are?

2010-04-13T19:37:00.002+08:00

Today is a very tired day for me, i kept on wanting to sleep as yesterday speech day rehearsal is until 7pm plus but still tired! Some more there is math test today. I flunk it, gosh! Then after school went to McDonald together with KaiHui,Clara,Mervin,YiJun,Ben Lim & 2 more guys which i don't know! After that hey went back school while i went home. Just had a quarrel with mum. Later after dinner shall do my work le! BYE~

In your eyes, i am just a bad daughter no matter how much effort i put in to change! Since you think i never change then talk no more! I hate you! I hate my family!

To some retarded people that commenting about my relationship:

Ehhs...now is my relationship or your? Keep your mouth shut when it is none of your business alright! You sure i and him will get married mehs? So you guys better shut up if you guys carry on and step till my toes or reach to my limit! You people get it from me!

To 564 744 484:

You should know what you have done alright! Don't push the blame to others when the actual fact that you are the one that doing it! 人在做天在看! You are getting bad to worst! I don't know what to say more about you. Last time i really treat you like sister or maybe more than a sister! In return,is this what i suppose to get back? You think what 4 years sisters i want like that throw away arhs? Ehs ask yourself what you did lahs? Again and again i cover your stuffs and helped you! Then what is all this? Get backstab by you? You even use people to 背你的黑锅, i just don't wanna say you nia. And you getting far too much! Again and again i shed my tears for you. You know mahs?

2010-04-12T23:48:00.001+08:00

Hellos people..Finally I'm back on updating this blog. It had been quite some time since i last updated at 18 March! Wow...Is like 25 days that i last update this blog! Sorry guys...I do not have super power memory so cannot remember everything. Well...Haven been working for past two weeks except on good friday! Hmm..nowadays have been slacking alot but dont know still damn tired. *Yawns* I still feel like sleeping sia...Still damn tired! Shalll slowly update my life out. Sorry for the past few days never update till today due to lazyness!

19/03/10
Forgotten!

20/03/10
Forgotten!

21/03/10
Forgotten!

22/03/10
Forgotten!

23/03/10
Forgotten!

24/03/10
Forgotten!

25/03/10
Forgotten!

26/03/10
Forgotten!

27/03/10
Schooling & went back malaysia!

28/03/10
Prepare stuff for sao mu!!

29/03/10
Sao Mu!!

30/03/10
Forgotten!

31/03/10
Forgotten!

01/04/10
Forgotten!

02/04/10
Went back malaysia!

03/04/10
Cousin Wedding !

04/04/10
Forgotten!

05/04/10
Forgotten!

06/04/10
Met my dearest pig then head back school for choir then he waited me at bedok interchange. When choir finish went to meet brandon they all awhile to sort things out then head to inter with vanessa and met pig and slack awhile before came back home! Then had dinner then meet up with Li En then pay bills,help piggy ask his internet stuffs and accompany Li En for dinner then piggy head off to find my mum while i had a good chat with Li En! Then went back to do homework then around going 11pm head to airport with piggy,sister,brother,ah yao and li en as my brother going brunei so went to him off! Li En went off first then we 12am plus jiu went off and something unpleasant happen so i shall not elaborate more. After which,i went to sleep!

07/04/10
Forgotten!

08/04/10
Forgotten!

09/04/10
Today school is as per normal, then after school me,celina,kaihui and clara went to McDonald and had lunch and sat down there and chat till 1.45pm then ween back school then 2.15pm reach hall then get settle down then warm up,sing song went down to music room. Sing,sing,sing and after which then o back hall then rehearsal. Then head back and something happen which made me very fed up. After which, they went back hall while i go home! Supposedly is meet celina and brandon but they went another place so me and my brother went 209 slack with alex they all. Went home and then started blogging!

10/04/10
Rotting at home whole day! Was totally moodless for everything! Haix!

11/04/10
Yesterday work from 8am to 4pm after that went home then shower and did some house chores then Hiroko & Li En came my house and we chit chat and play true or dare! Lols...then had dinner pack my bag and went to sleep!

12/04/10
Today is like killing me! Gosh! Is so tiring ! OMG!! Speech day coming! Jiayou bahs!
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Reply Tags...
Felicia:Sister There's a post i wanted to post @ Sister's blog but I couldn't remember the email and pw, so posted @ my blog. Do take a look if possible(:Loves, Felicia♥
Me: Sister, I saw your post le! Thanks

Jingjie:Yoz brother tagged
Me: Yo Brother! Thanks for the tag.

kar zhun kor: tired and slp like pig..lol..hehehehe..=)
Me: Where got like pig sia? My zodic also not pig lahs!

shi hui:finally u update your blog...
Me:Busy mahs! What to do?!?!

YILIN:Heyys yo ah yi~ tagged! Update your blog kkays! =)
Me:Hahas...Zhi Nu!! Ah yi miss you! Thanks for the tag! Once i'm free then i will update!

Jason was here:long time no see...how you??? saw u e last time was @ e bustop oppo 230^^
Me:I'm fine. What about you. Ya...You still remember!

Adoncia:sis plus 1234567! tagged
Me: Thanks Sister!

yilinngg:TAG
Me: Thanks Zhi Nu!

Felicia: Update your blog lehs. kuku retarded besties!
Me:Okays,i will if i have the time!

yilinngg:tag
Me: Thanks Zhi Nu!

Felicia:Retard one, tag you<33 Meloveyou many!
Me: Thanks for the tag! Me love you many many too!

yilinngg:ah yi not useless la :D
Me: But i seem to be like one!

amy:relink thanks!
Me:You have been relink-ed!

li en:jie,ur nt useless luh! dont tink tat way
Me:Hope that i can also think like that too !

Jessie:wow jiejie bo link me haix sad..
Jessie:and oso germaine go add my kor in facebook for wad i tot u give her warning le dun come to find them then still add
Jessie:She wan add who i dun care but i dun allow her to add XJ,YS Qw and sherman
Jessie:already give warning le still want add
Jessie:She dun wan be my jie den she should not come here to find my kors
Me:Between that is you girls stuff. I got no right to do anything nor to say anything! You also funny. Never give me link then want me add you.

amy:hey how r u? tagged you!
Me:I'm fine, what about you? Thanks for the tag!

Felicia:Retarded bestie! 28more days to our 1 year! ^^
Me:You more retarded than me okays!

xiaovass:135 tag! 1 mth le wor,haha,last long! Love you<3!
Me:Thanks for the tag! I will last long ! Love you too. Dont tell others!

li en:meet up soon(:
li en:nice blogskin (:
Me:Shall meet up real soon alright! Thanks for the comment for my blogskin!

yilinngg:TAG

Me: Thanks Zhi Nu!

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Once again sorry for the late updating & Thank you for viewing my blog!

2010-03-18T02:15:00.001+08:00

2 more days to our first month~

Today morning wake up jiu use computer while waiting for ChingCheng & JingJie come over to find me to study! JingJie another cute one...Come out study never bring book! Study till 12.30pm then we went Tampines Mall and Tampines One walk walk and had lunch at Tampines Mall after which we went home! Once reached home and be pig. And at about 7pm woke up do some house chores then had dinner then rot! Eldest sister brought me roti prata for supper as i am hungry! Tomorrow got choir...shall take alot of photos! Bye~

2010-03-15T18:27:00.001+08:00

Hellos people...I am back blogging le! That day changed my blogskins till very very tired...So many codes! *Faint* Okok...Back for proper posting. Saturday did not work stayed at home whole day till evening timing,roys come and give me mathematics tution then went to TN3 to put my file! Then slacked till 11.30pm and went home! Chatted with boyfriend and had some conflicts! As for sunday...woke up at 8.45am and rush to work! Waited for the bus for quite a long time! Then work till 12.30pm jiu run lorhs! Then rot at home lorhs! As for today also the same rot at home! Nothing to do but tomorrow working! Now is time for some scolding session!!

To Ni Lao Pei [220.255.7.213]:
Didn't you see that mind what you tag and no spamming & vulgarities? Please lahs...now is 2010 lehs! Stop being a computer warior lahs...Or you no face to face me. Your name confirm ni lao pei mahs? And you confirm you are my father mahs? My father name not ni lao pei lehs. STOP PLAYING WITH THE TITTLE OF MY FATHER ! CAUSE YOU FIT TO BE MY FATHER EVEN! One sad thing to tell you that is YOU HAVE BEEN BANNED AND DELETED SO KINDLY SHOO OFF MY BLOG! MY BLOG DONT WELCOME FUCKER LIKE YOU!! SO GOODBYE AND DON'T SEE YOU AGAIN!!

2010-03-13T00:30:00.002+08:00

Hellos people...Just back from editing blog skins and codes! And yes...I change blogskins already! So bored look at the previous blogskins! Shall update tomorrow! Good nights~

2010-03-09T22:00:00.001+08:00

Hellos people...I am back on posting! How is you guys life out there? Sorry that i didn't have the time to update my blog due to schooling and homework as this year is my GCE "N" level so got to be very very serious! No time to be waste...Recently have been kind of stress with my F&N coursework but still wanna thanks Li En,Anis,Felicia and alot more whom is helping me along with my N level coursework. During the days that i never blog...Alot people come and tell me,HuiLuan your blog is dead! Then my reply was like ya ya i know! Lols..right?!?! Well...there is many thing happening recently! Dont know what more to say! Haiz...those got my private blog de will know! Now shall wait for daphne jiejie called me! Haiz!!! Jie...I will not sleep till you call! I still waiting!

Reply Tags~

9 Mar 10, 18:15

irene: tagged! missed*
me: tagged and reply at your tagboard!

9 Mar 10, 16:25

yilinngg: mi simply luv luv april
me: Why why?

7 Mar 10, 19:14

Felicia: Retarded besties. update your blog!
me: Updated le~

6 Mar 10, 12:40

wannxiin: tagg ~

6 Mar 10, 00:15

xiaovass: btw, UPDATE your dead blog lar!?
me: Ohokays!

6 Mar 10, 00:15

xiaovass: Tag 135! i wana fcuk you fcukyou ^^ <3
me: Thanks for the tag! Dont fuck me lahs! I scare pain lehs!

5 Mar 10, 03:04

Felicia: update your blog !
me: Okays~

4 Mar 10, 10:31

nigel: hello sista!

3 Mar 10, 20:04

Adoncia: wha wha wha ! guailan with me liao la sister ! what is this man ... evildieyou
me: Where dare guailan with you? Lols>.

3 Mar 10, 14:18

Felicia: Spam die you!
me: dont spam die me lahs!

2 Mar 10, 22:15

Gerald: i love you huiluan
me: Who you sia?

2 Mar 10, 22:04

Felicia: retard bestie, update your blog ley
me: ohokays!

2 Mar 10, 18:45

xiiaoguiiguii: hello jie
me: hellos!

1 Mar 10, 22:53

Felicia: Bestie, tag you<3 meluvyou
Me: Me love you too! Dont tell dino okays?

1 Mar 10, 11:46

germaine: sister/jie TAGGED!
me: Thanks!

1 Mar 10, 11:34

Felicia: Tagg you. Dont keep anyhow fcuk people ley. Blehhs! meluvyou lah! <3
me: Where got ? I think is you bahs?

28 Feb 10, 21:39

kar zhun kor: she is refer to u lah..bodoh
me: Really me mahs?

2010-02-28T20:56:00.001+08:00

Sorry guys..haven been updating for a few days le! Cause my house internet is down...Don't know what happen lahs! So i won't update often. Had been crying in midnight...shall not mention why. Especially yesterday was the most jialet de..Thanks for boyfriend accompany through the phone and trying to comfort me! Today morning went abit late for work then from i go in jiu busy all the way till like 1pm plus then went for break with yilin niece and punch in together with her. She ended work around 5.15pm while i ended 5.30pm. Super tired! Shall blog once i am free

28 Feb 10, 17:32 li en: jie! u block me!!! i cant go into ur private bloggie wor>< me: hahas!!
28 Feb 10, 13:42 Adoncia: sis , add me ! i want see , LOL ! me: dont want lehs!!
27 Feb 10, 20:23 yiling zhi nu: tnx tnx ni me: welcome!!
27 Feb 10, 16:44 [@ugu$tin3]™: taggs ! me: thanks !!
26 Feb 10, 17:07 yiling zhi nu: xie xie ah yi me: no need lahs ..
26 Feb 10, 05:51 kar zhun kor: oooo..now u scold me lah..dun noe who say see how loh if she is free.. me: the she referring to ?
25 Feb 10, 17:33 YILIN: Add me toooooooooo~ HAHA. (: me: ohokays
24 Feb 10, 16:35 yiling zhi nu: add me wor:D me: ohokays
24 Feb 10, 14:31 xiiaoguiiguii: thanks jie,
me:welcome!! 24 Feb 10, 06:12 The Wolf: Again Again Jia you with school don't let the stress take you down. Get some rest and get back up (As for me got no school :X) me: Yeah...thanks!! Hahas!

2010-02-23T22:05:00.002+08:00

School is as per normal...thanks love for waking me up! Sorry yesterday suppose to chat with you on phone ended up i fall asleep! Today in school didn't have the mood to study as something happen. Skipped remedial and rotted at home! Good nights!!
Why do people changed?
Haiz...
Who can help me?
All this writing in my private blog!
Wanna get invited then tag me at my blog bahs!

22 Feb 10, 14:33

kar zhun kor: no..i did not enjoy..coz of exam after the CNY week.. =( sad mood but in CNY mood to gamble and drink beer..
me: Then bo jio?!?!

22 Feb 10, 03:12

The Wolf: Hey Jia You for your school and all
me: Same to you!!

21 Feb 10, 11:36

Isabella: Taaaaaaaaaged <: Update narhzxc (:
Me: Updated!!

20 Feb 10, 19:14

yiling zhi nu: keke mit up soon!
Me: Yeah...Meet up soon!

20 Feb 10, 17:38

Adoncia: sister , tagged
Me: Thanks for the tagged!

20 Feb 10, 14:03

germaine: the e-mail and password i will send to u later
Me: Thanks!

20 Feb 10, 07:58

Shirley: Reply to your tag. Why sad?
Me: Not used to dont have you in this school!

20 Feb 10, 01:11

Isabella: Taaaaaaaaaaaaaaged : D
Me: Thanks<3

19 Feb 10, 16:59

xiiaoguiiguii: btw tagged jie again.. (:
me: Thanks!

19 Feb 10, 16:59

xiiaoguiiguii: and jie, gib miie ur email for ur blog so i can invite u to my blog..
me: Ohokays!

19 Feb 10, 16:58

xiiaoguiiguii: jie, relink miie..http://walkdownthpathwifmiie.blogspot.com..
Me: Shall relink you asap!

19 Feb 10, 13:17

passerby: hello
me: Who are you ?

2010-02-18T20:11:00.000+08:00

Time to reply tags!

18 Feb 10, 19:34

yiling zhi nu: haha i am doing fine!!
Me: Glad to hear that!

16 Feb 10, 21:02

1234: whats your e-mail?
Me:Who are you?

15 Feb 10, 21:34

YILIN: Heyys ah yi!! Happy CNY and Happy Valentines! (:
Me: Same to you!

14 Feb 10, 18:13

xiaovass: 135! Happy chinese new year & Happy Valentine Day
Me: Same to you!

13 Feb 10, 18:06

doraemon: BLOG DEAD!!!
Me: Yeah...I know!

13 Feb 10, 15:15

li en: happy chinese new year! happy valentine day! happy holiday! (:
Me: Same to you!

13 Feb 10, 13:09

Welly: Jie!!Happy new year!!RawR!!
Me: Same to you!

12 Feb 10, 22:38

Adoncia: laugh ! is on facebook ! tagged you sis
Me:Die!!

12 Feb 10, 18:28

XH: Pg Mall Spree open. Low price & fast shipping. Arrive within 12 days!
me: viewed!

11 Feb 10, 02:16

doraemon: watteva it is..frenxs also stay tgt happy^^tagged^^
me: yeahs!

10 Feb 10, 23:03

Passerby: Can i know ur msn or hp number?
me: Who you ?

10 Feb 10, 19:14

law: yo's , tagged
me: Thanks!

8 Feb 10, 21:02

xiaovass: Tag 135!
me: Thanks!

8 Feb 10, 19:24

xiiaoguiiguii: hello jie, tagged u.. hahas
me: Thanks!

7 Feb 10, 17:24

yiling zhi nu: tag tag
me: Thanks!

6 Feb 10, 15:39

Felicia: Text me
me: okays!

6 Feb 10, 15:39

Felicia: Sister tagged you back . When wann go do pedicure .
me: dont know!

5 Feb 10, 13:53

Felicia: Sister . Tagged you . Be positive. Rmb what you said in class ? , " go sec5 " LOL! jiayous for your target okays ?
me: hope so...

5 Feb 10, 13:05

kar zhun kor: got anything can sms or call me!! dun always keep inside yr heart..not good de.. =)
me:okays!

5 Feb 10, 12:22

germaine: sister blog ar going to be dead liao
me: no password and email!

5 Feb 10, 12:21

germaine: Jie?sister got time update sister blog...
Me: i know but...

5 Feb 10, 11:33

germaine: Jie no worries i will TAGGED!!
me: thanks!

4 Feb 10, 19:12

Shirley: Yea. Your sister, me, have quitted school.
me: Sadd!

4 Feb 10, 18:28

Minako'Tingting: TAGTAG ah sist , <3
me: thanks!

4 Feb 10, 16:56

yiling zhi nu: take a break if u tin u r too stress but do rmb to go bag to study:D
me: I will

4 Feb 10, 16:56

li en: jie,wat happen to uue??

4 Feb 10, 00:20

felicia: sister , i kidding de nahh . Cheer cheer ! Love you k . <3

3 Feb 10, 23:11

Adoncia: and aunty lim better come leh if not i go market find you k ? but is @ public later we all shyshy bodoh ! :3 *AuntyLim I want coffee * whahaha

3 Feb 10, 23:09

Adoncia: say friday want come find me de lor .. then in the end bo come , bluff my feeling next time xiaovass n i maybe celina also we three tgt arh !

3 Feb 10, 23:08

Adoncia: wha sis bluff me siol ! . i dont want your sayang la .. chey ! xiaovass , nvm la . i only let off that day but other days she wont be so luckily liao ! wo men yi qi shang , hopefully she can tahan!

2010-02-17T23:56:00.001+08:00

Hello everybody...I am back on posting! Finally yeah?!?! Recently busying with many things...CNY,work stuffs,school work & N level F&N coursework so i won't be updating often. So anything please contact me through phone will be faster than anything else. Anything can pm me in MSN or tag at my blog! I still do visit my blog everyday okays?!?! So people out there...how your life? Did you all enjoy your CNY?!?!

2010-02-10T23:26:00.000+08:00

Somehow i getting more and more lazier to post!

2010-02-03T22:15:00.000+08:00

Hi people..I'm back for blogging! Recently,school for me is like super stress! I don't know why..I even cry out during some times! What wrong with me? I really wonder...today school is as per normal but Mr Bernard Low and Miss Raudha is back! Hahas...Finally can study le! After school,went to waited for Vanessa but sad lahs! She went out find Celina while i go hall for rehearsal after that head to outside school Blk 536 and waited for Eda then chatted awhile then felt super hungry then went to brought Peach Ice Blended with No Pearls! Then headed back Blk 536 and chatted. Headed home at 6pm...Then went to shower then use computer! Shall go sleep now...Bye!

Time to tags!

3 Feb 10, 21:55

xiaovass: wouldt de lar, we use to it ler what??? laugh! ah! you tdy bei pan wo! dare hold other ppl's hand?! rawr~
Me: Sorry lahs! Don't angry! I scare scare!

3 Feb 10, 17:27

UNKNOWN: I TAG YOU THEN
Me: Thanks!

3 Feb 10, 17:27

UNKNOWN: NEW TAGBOARD
Me: Not new tagboard! Just that i delete those messages.

3 Feb 10, 11:12

Felicia - Don: I agree with you *Wink* Laugh die
Me: Sister how can you like thats!!! Side my kor kor!

3 Feb 10, 04:11

Don: belated happy birthday to u! sorry abit busy these few days, see you soon! and you? obedient? i think karzhun bluff
Me: Thanks Kor! Yeah...See you real soon okays? Where got bluff lahs? I really guai lehs!! Lols!

2010-02-02T23:09:00.001+08:00

You will never ever understand the stress and the pain i going through right now! So since you dont know anything so kindly keep your mouth shut! No one ask for your comments!

Time to reply tags!

2 Feb 10, 19:42
yiling zhi nu: yoyo ah yi!!tag!
Me: Thanks!
1 Feb 10, 20:47
xiaovass: TagTagTAg~ 135, here i come, WAKAKAK~
Me: Thanks! Love ya!
1 Feb 10, 20:47
xiaovass--Adoncia: Walao! how can lik taht ? since you say you can 1234567, let me go lar, i only 135 leh... she can tahan de lar. hor 135?!!!! wakakaka~
Me: Lols...Will tired de okays!
31 Jan 10, 23:47
li en: yoyo! hahaXDD thanks(: o.O you will be bored to death wor? P teeheeXDD see! i so gd go pei u:X
Me: Ya lorhs! Thanks! Love ya~
31 Jan 10, 22:42
Adoncia: xiaovass'sis , wo men yi qi shang huiluan ! she sure cant tahan de .. opps we should not say here later she know our plan ! well nvm la she is mine everyday ! full time sex partner (=
Me: Sister,you need to like that mehs?
31 Jan 10, 20:04
xiaovass: TagTag, 135, tml gota Fk lr hor, Wakakaak! -.-
Me: Thanks! Okays~
31 Jan 10, 20:03
xiaovass--Adoncia: Aiya, yst is she bday mar, she wouldt remember who to sk de lar>, ops! haha..
Me: Lols...
31 Jan 10, 16:19
Vivienne: Jie, happy belated bday !
Me: Thanks!
31 Jan 10, 11:46
[@ugu$tin3]™: happy bithday sister ! belated was out ytd ps
Me: Thanks!
31 Jan 10, 00:05
Vivien: Jiejie, happy belated birthday (:
Me: Thanks!
30 Jan 10, 22:08
Tiffany: Happy Birthday sist <3
Me:Thanks!
30 Jan 10, 21:32
amy: happy birthday (:
Me: Thanks!
30 Jan 10, 21:28
johnson: happy bithday?

Time to reply tags!
2 Feb 10, 19:42
yiling zhi nu: yoyo ah yi!!tag!
Me: Thanks!
1 Feb 10, 20:47
xiaovass: TagTagTAg~ 135, here i come, WAKAKAK~
Me: Thanks! Love ya!
1 Feb 10, 20:47
xiaovass--Adoncia: Walao! how can lik taht ? since you say you can 1234567, let me go lar, i only 135 leh... she can tahan de lar. hor 135?!!!! wakakaka~
Me: Lols...Will tired de okays!
31 Jan 10, 23:47
li en: yoyo! hahaXDD thanks(: o.O you will be bored to death wor? P teeheeXDD see! i so gd go pei u:X
Me: Ya lorhs! Thanks! Love ya~
31 Jan 10, 22:42
Adoncia: xiaovass'sis , wo men yi qi shang huiluan ! she sure cant tahan de .. opps we should not say here later she know our plan ! well nvm la she is mine everyday ! full time sex partner (=
Me: Sister,you need to like that mehs?
31 Jan 10, 20:04
xiaovass: TagTag, 135, tml gota Fk lr hor, Wakakaak! -.-
Me: Thanks! Okays~
31 Jan 10, 20:03
xiaovass--Adoncia: Aiya, yst is she bday mar, she wouldt remember who to sk de lar>, ops! haha..
Me: Lols...
31 Jan 10, 16:19
Vivienne: Jie, happy belated bday !
Me: Thanks!
31 Jan 10, 11:46
[@ugu$tin3]™: happy bithday sister ! belated was out ytd ps
Me: Thanks!
31 Jan 10, 00:05
Vivien: Jiejie, happy belated birthday (:
Me: Thanks!
30 Jan 10, 22:08
Tiffany: Happy Birthday sist <3
Me:Thanks!
30 Jan 10, 16:55
Adoncia: I damn shag arh , bluff my feeling bodoh she ! EVIL
Me: Why shag siol? Sayang!
30 Jan 10, 16:55
Adoncia: i tell you yesterday she say want fk me de sia I have been waiting for her la ! then in the end she bo come
Me: I got confirm say i coming mehs?
30 Jan 10, 16:55
Adoncia: WHA , xiaovass let her off la
Me: See...KaiHui still the best!
30 Jan 10, 16:52
Felicia: Happybirthday sister <3 loveyou. Sick must takecare lehhhh !
Me: Thanks Sister!
30 Jan 10, 16:39
xiaovass: birthday** kaihui let you off but i dunt^^ haha!
Me: Why ?
30 Jan 10, 16:39
xiaovass: Happy bairth sister! melovedieyou(:
Me: Thanks! iloveyoutoo!
30 Jan 10, 15:48
Adoncia: aunty lim ! LOL , HAPPYBRITHDAY (: today your brithday let you off one day , hahas ! u should know what i mean (:
Me: Lols...I knoww!

30 Jan 10, 14:04
Yumiko:Germaine: Jie/sister Happy birthday to u
Me: Thanks!
28 Jan 10, 00:18
kar zhun kor: where is yr wishlist update??haha..lol.. =)
Me: Updated le lahs!
27 Jan 10, 21:53
li en: happy advance birthday!!!
Me: Thanks!

2010-02-01T11:08:00.000+08:00

Life is not as easy as we thought it could be. Sometimes, you cannot get what you wanted! What are we suppose to do if really wanna achieve it!

2010-01-30T00:24:00.001+08:00

Finally, I can get into proper blogging. Yesterday morning after wake up then went to wash up and stuff then head to bus stop to take bus to Bedok Interchange. Then meet with Felicia at BDN McDonald soon not later Celina and Vanessa join us! Me and Felicia went off at 8am while they head back home! So good don't need to go school! After reach school went to office get late slip then fill up everything then went to toilet then to basketball court as whole class down there. Me and Felicia did not went for P.E instead we sat down there and chatted with ChingCheng,Norra and WangHong! After that bell rang so went for next class which is English but today lesson also at Computer Lab 4 as we are suppose to carry on with the research about our own debate question. And my debate is on Tuesday! Gosh...bell rang then went for recess. Didn't really eat much as i am very full...had alot of fun chatting sisters! After that suppose went back class but Mdm Sue called Felicia to HOD room so i waited outside for quite awhile after that Mdm Sue gave me a excuse slip and asked me to go back class first then it was math lesson and is Mr Kwan teaching so i was trying my very best to pay attention. Bell rang once again then headed to Chemistry Lab. And then we started my lesson by copying some notes before we started our experiment. After that bell rang and head off to hall for assembly and the talk is about our coming cross country and cca! Talking about cross country...The stupid class t-shirt is still not decided i think cant wear it on cross country le. Sad case! After school,settled my lunch in school together with Felicia after that went separate ways with Felicia as i went to take bus 59 to find my mum at kakit bukit! Sat there and trying to finish my homework while waiting for time to pass and helped my mum to close store as today is her last day working there and after which she will be like super free! After everything is done, i can sense that my mum doesn't want to leave there as she put in alot effort. The facial expression express everything out so had sliced fish noodle soup then move everything out to wait my dad as they closing already so we waited till 8.30pm then dad drove his lorry then head home. Shower and use computer then sleep.

Today is my birthday so do say "Happy Birthday" to me...Lols! I know i being BHB...Received alot messages from handphone,facebook and friendster! Thanks alot...Messages is appreciated! Still remember on last week Friday,Dee Dee and gang celebrated my birthday at my house by cooking for me! Thanks primary school friends...Love you guys alot! The gift by you guys is appreciated. Lastly, Thanks Don Kor, KarZhun Kor and Lee Ying for the cute pencil box no matter is who choose the present or who brought the present still thanks alot. Gift is also appreciated. This year my birthday seem abit pathetic. I'm all alone but thanks KarZhun Kor pei me. Have heart to heart chat with him. Kor..Cheer up alright? Anything still can find me de...I'm always here for you! Kor said that i getting more obedient le! He don't have to worry for me anymore. Hahas...I'm a good girl! Reached home around 7pm and rot at home but thanks god that Dee Dee came to my house to find me if not i will be like bored to death. Had heart to heart chat with her...Girl cheer up alright! Remember anything find me alright!! After went to hang clothes then sleep cause tired and tomorrow working! BYE~

2010-01-27T23:07:00.000+08:00

This is the first time that i so guai went to remedial...Gosh! Got to rush my f&n stuff! Bye~

2010-01-26T19:49:00.025+08:00

Hellos people...I am back on blogging! Today is a super tired day...I don't know why! I slept for 1 and the half period then went for recess and did not talk much! Felt like going home... Wasn't really well at that point of time! After recess went back to class,trying to rush out class t-shirt design! Wasn't listening to class. Then after school went to bedok interchange together with sisters,after that took bus 9 home then shower and changed then go took bus 8 and meet Daphne jie in bus! Head to tampines 1 collect stuff with dorin then went to suntec to buy things,eat and walk then we went separate ways after that! I head home to rest...Too tired le!!
THANKS FOR DAPHNE JIEJIE FOR TODAY DE EVERYTHING...I LOVE YOU!

Time to Reply Tags!!
ROys:Counting down now! Haha
Me: Yeah...Counting Down already !

KarZhun: Mei...Hmm....I think i got a big problem..I think you can help me solve it..Haha..Call me if you free after 8pm. Hahas...Lols
Me:Okays. Called!

D A P H N E:Hellos,meimei. See ya tomorrow. Takecares always. Hehe.. Loves and misses <3
Me:Jie...You take care too! Loves and Misses

2010-01-25T22:51:00.000+08:00

Hello people...long time never blog le! As no time and maybe lost of interest in blogging bahs! Well...Seriously i under alot of stress man! Hate the feeling sia! It totally sucks like hell! Dont know what am i supposed to do! Gosh...

Time to reply tags!!

25 Jan 10, 20:04
irene_eda: girl dun think too much le..anything still can look for mi or eda de okay..cheer up hohx..
Me: Thanks sister! Trying to cheer up
25 Jan 10, 02:51
Eunice: heyhey, relink me thanks.
Me: Relinked!
23 Jan 10, 15:38
Johnson: tagged u once later u tag me twice
Me: Hahas! Okays!
23 Jan 10, 14:04
Adoncia: tagged
Me: Thanks!
23 Jan 10, 07:59
yiling zhi nu: yeah!c u on tis sun!
Me: Ohokays! Misses!

5 more days to my birthdays!

2010-01-21T22:41:00.001+08:00

Today school is as per normal,many things happen! I really felt super lost! I dont know why...anyone can help me! N level is not here yet but i felt the stress already! Kind of disappointed with some people...will die just to help out for this mehx? C.I.P so fun mehx? I really wonder...I hate C.I.P maybe that the reason why bahs! Secondary 2 & 3...Jiayou!

To 826 2433 54664:
You will never know how much i love you...
You will NEVER NEVER KNOW IT!

Time to reply tags!

21 Jan 10, 17:29
yiling zhi nu: ya i say de
Me: Okays...Shall see you tomorrow alright ?

2010-01-20T21:57:00.001+08:00

Time to Reply Tags!

20 Jan 10, 21:05
xiaovass: TAG! im 3t to tag, that made me 135^^ wink*
Me: Thanks 135!
20 Jan 10, 19:47
[@ugu$tin3]™: relink ty
Me: Relinked!
20 Jan 10, 18:42
ahyuan: l'm a good school gril???haha
Me: 身为我的表哥,应该鼓励我而不是消遣我!!

2010-01-19T22:16:00.002+08:00

Hello people..I am back on blogging! Recently not in very good mood as my grandmother[外婆] just passed away on 16 Jamuary 2010 at 5.30am! Attended the wake for three days and i did not eat well and sleep well for that three days! During the 3days in malaysia...I did enjoy the times that i spent together with my cousins but the actual facts is i cannot accept the fact that my grandmother passed away! Haiz...Today i thought i could just take it nothing happen or what so ever but i broke the promise of my own. I cried when i am on the way to school on bus and at first period of school...haiz dont know what happen lahs! Just simply no mood...Between i went to reborn my hair already though is abit curl at the end but is still better than nothing right? I dont know how long it take to heal my wound? Haiz...Thanks Daphne Jie,Roys,Chee Kiong & Felicia Bestie for trying to cheer me up! Is not easy but i will try! Got to go to sleep already..Super tired! Bye~

Time to Reply Tags!

Johnson: Tagged.
Me: Thanks & Linked
18 Jan 10, 14:53
YuKiko: Sister , Tag you !
Me: Thanks Sister..
17 Jan 10, 22:33
li en: maths can ask ur fren help! me can help toos!!!
Me: Okays...I really need help i will tell you people okays?!?!
17 Jan 10, 22:32
li en: yeah..even though u have changed but somehow,your still the same..people do changes and somehow or somewhat,they will be like their old selves de.
Me:I really hope i can change back to someone last time that everyone knows!
16 Jan 10, 15:42
Christina: Girlfriend x3 , thanks for helping me scold tht dog on my blog uh . ^^ Love you .
Me: Welcome Boyfriend x3 Love you too!
16 Jan 10, 15:42
xiaovass: 135 Tag(:
Me: Thanks! =D
15 Jan 10, 20:35
JM: hi sms me shihui number can, 81826382? and need help with maths as usual just sms me if got time. i try help u.
Me: Sms-ed! Okays...No worries! If i really got trouble, i will look for you all!
15 Jan 10, 14:53
yiling zhi nu: ooo i shall help u in maths!haha i will b the 1st one to help if u shout help!
Me: Okays...You said de worx!
15 Jan 10, 00:40
kar zhun kor: haha..lol..see if on yr bdae got any present from me anot??haha..
Me: Waahh...I want present horx!
14 Jan 10, 22:18
♥ , Adoисια: Tagged sister !!
Me: Thanks Sister
14 Jan 10, 21:04
xiaovass: 135 tag! meloveyou, cheh! <3
Me: Thanks. I love you too~
14 Jan 10, 18:35
[@ugu$tin3]™: taggs sis ! thanks
Me: Thanks & Welcome!

2010-01-13T20:34:00.003+08:00

School is per normal for me but i seem getting more and more stress! I dont know why...In math class i seriously dont understand what my teacher teacher!! Who can help me siol?!?! Arrgg...
Anyways...

Happy Belated Birthday to Meng Teck KorKor & Nat[12/01]
&&&
Happy Birthday to Augustine Di[13/01]

17 more days to my birthday! Wee~

2010-01-12T20:57:00.000+08:00

I seem like i dont know who am i? Can anyone tell me who i used to be? I changed alot...i wonder why but i really dont know the reason why! Someone save me~

2010-01-04T05:38:00.003+08:00

Hellos people...I am back on blogging! Hmm...I know it have been so long since i update my blog again. My last proper post was 24/12/09 so i shall start recalling and post out starting from 25/12/09 onwards!

[Friday;25/12/09]
Forgotten

[Saturday;26/12/09]
Forgotten

[Sunday;27/12/09]
Forgotten

[Monday;28/12/09]
Forgotten

[Tuesday;29/12/09]
I woke up at 5am then went to wash up and stuff then prepare to go mum's stall to helped her out. Help her till 5pm plus then can go home. Damn Tired...Anyways Happy Birthday Sister~

[Wednesday;30/12/09]
I woke up at 5am then went to wash up and stuff then prepare to go mum's stall to helped her out. Help her till 1pm plus then can go school buy books then waited for Clara Sister to finish her work but while waiting go ZhengKai accompany me chat then cabbed back to tampines and ZhengKai paid the cab fare. Thanks anyways after reach home...I was too tired for anything so went to sleep straight. Then woke up have dinner then use computer till 2am plus then head to sleep again. I know i such a pig~

[Thursday;31/12/09]
I woke up at 5am then went to wash up and stuff then prepare to go mum's stall to helped her out. Help her till 3pm plus then can go home. Then went home rot awhile then shower after that head to Bedok Interchange to meet up with Vanessa Sister & Celina Sister then took Bus 87 and head down to SengKang to look for Johnson & Scott and settled our dinner there then Mrt down to Vivo and met Felicia Sister & Germaine Sister there then headed to the countdown venue. After
countdown,we still deciding where should we head so ended up we went separate ways. Felicia Sister headed home,Celina Sister and Germaine Sister headed down to East Coast Park while Me,Vanessa Sister,Johnson,Scott,Jeremy & One more which i forgotten the name head back tampines with me as we going ton at my house! Then had alot fun too...Cause We drink together with my lil brother's friends!

[Friday;01/01/10]
Sleep at 8am plus till evening the drink and ton with lil brother's friends! Shiok~

[Saturday;02/01/10]
Supposed wanted to drink with lil brother's friends again but the plan is ruin by my parent as they came back from malaysia! Saded~

[Sunday;03/01/10]
Went to sleep at 3pm plus as went to visit doctor due to my hand injury which cost me 29 dollars...Then went home shower and sleep till night time should be 8pm plus then till 10pm plus youngest together with Aloysius,Angus & Roys came our house then soon not later Ngai Yun & Lydia join us too! Arrgg...My parents ruin our plans. If not actually got Vodka drink lorhs..Haiz...

[Monday;04/01/10]
Gosh...It is so early in the morning yet i cant sleep! I'm in dead meat sia...I still cant adjust my time back!! How? Anyone can save me? Lols..Seriously i really wondering how will be the first day school be like today? I will only know it after i come back from school..So as for now got to go le! Shall be back and update again. Miss ya~

*Edit-ed*

I am back from school...My form teacher is Madam Rosiah while Co-Form Teacher is Mdm Lam. Broing shit lahs! Why them sia? Why not Ms Wendy Sim or Miss Raudha?!?! Arrgg...Hate it!

2009-12-30T23:28:00.000+08:00

Hellos people... How you guys de life out there? Hmm...Recently my life is damn busy cause working McDonald and helping mum at her stall. Super tired~ Got to go yeahs! Bye~

2009-12-24T23:47:00.005+08:00

Friday 18/12/09
I was too tired for everything,i dont know why too. I slept until 3pm plus then wake up so gave a miss for my work then till evening time 6pm plus meet shi yun Jiejie & Daphne Jiejie at bedok interchange McDonald had dinner after that took bus 67 and headed to geylang as we going to sintua then stayed till 9.45pm i took bus 21 and headed home. Once reach home,I was super tired so text with Daphne Jiejie awhile jiu headed to sleep le.
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Saturday 19/12/09
Once again, I am overslept again! Then rot at home till Irene called me ask if wanna go out so i agreed! Then meet then go suntec to go see it fair. Ash,Daphne JieJie & ShiYun JieJie join along! After head to DBG then Aljunied and finally back to Tampines! When to exchanged handphone cover and head home to rest! Too tired le~
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Sunday 20/12/09
Morning wake up around 7am plus then prepare then went out of house to meet Irene then pass her the handphone cover then took bus over to meet up with Daphne Jiejie & ShiYun Jiejie. Then we went to had our breakfast then went to meet JunJie JieFu. And we cabbed to the temple for sintua as today got yewkeng and i was there to help out. Hahas...Then started play with LianHua. Hahas...really enjoy alot! But it shall be the last time as i promise people liaox! Pictures shall upload soon~ Reach home jiu sleep...
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Monday 21/12/09
I seem like sleep whole day. Maybe i was too tired after yesterday yew keng !! Stay at home whole day and rot!
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Tuesday 22/12/09
Early morning, Daddy ask me wake up go downstairs buy things for prayers. Then the prayers thing do till 9am plus then i really buay tahan so go sleep then when i wake up i was not really feeling very well,out of sudden then Irene called me tell me something which is not so pleasant then call Daphne Jiejie then faster head down to meet Daphne Jiejie and JunJie JieFu then find saga seeds then went to nearby coffeeshop to wash then went to meet Irene and Eda to pass them after that went home. Super tired~
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Wednesday 23/12/09
I woke up then do some house chores after that my fifth aunt and her husband reached then waited for my mum then get changed then go Converse warehouse sale! After that Eldest Sister,Eldest Brother and his girlfriend join us there after that went to settle our dinner and headed back home and sleep! Yawns!

It have been 7 months le.
Still getting used to it mahs?
I still hoping you will come into my dreams but dont know when will happen?
How your life?
Happy mahs ?
I will find a day to go visit you soon before school reopen.
Take Care,My beloved brother!
I miss you~
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Today 24/12/09
Morning,Daphne jiejie morning call me so quickly wake up then prepare go serangoon meet Daphne jiejie and JunJie jiefu. After that we took bus to AMK then went to eat first as all of us are hungry. After finish eating,We head down to Suntec to go buy things and walk walk after that head back our own home. Then brought donuts to eat then reach home get shower and change then headed to work place. Got take pictures too but shall upload soon! Started work at 6pm and ended at 11pm after that slacked awhile while waiting for Desmond then headed to 201 de Mr TehTareh to eat then headed home. Got to go sleep le if not tomorrow cannot wake up again! Die!
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Time to reply tags!!!
yiling zhi nu: oo yes ye!gd:D
yiling zhi nu: tnx ah yi for yesterday!esp the coke gan dong

yiling zhi nu: yeah ah yi i pass le!!!!!!!!!
yiling zhi nu: wow h yi de blog so re nao
yiling zhi nu: hehe ah yi ppl daily blog u can change to weekly blog le:D
yiling zhi nu: yeah yeah update wor~~
me: Hahas...Your favourite blogskins of course good lahs! Dont need thanks me for that cause we working as a team. Should help each other. Good that you pass so much jiayou okay? Ya...my blog so re nao but now then update! No time...Lols! Maybe can change to weekly blog but i think dont want lahs! Daily still better later alot people like you will complain! Okays...I updated le! Happy?!?! Must love die me worx! Lols...*Being BHB* >.<

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kar zhun kor: can call me when u free..i am free to listen to yr problem..
me: Kor...Don't worry for me! I am big enough le!
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amy: thanks for relink take care
me: Welcome & you take care too! Meet up soon~
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xiaovass: 135 me hearts you! got miss me bo? hehe
kimiko': relink me
kimiko': New tagbox are up. Free go Tag me!(:
me: 135, I miss die you lahs! Anyways,i relinked you and tagged you le. Must love me more okay?
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♥, Yiling.: Yoh baby :$ . View my blog never tag ahz >:( , luvvyouuttm laz (K). ;muamua
me: Hehex...How you caught me?
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Delene: Hellos huiluan jiejie relink me!
me: Meimei...I relinked you le~
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TAng: hey, relink me, thanks
me: Relinked~
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YuKiko: Besties! Thanks! Sure Sure Jiayous! Yups Prove Them All Wrong(: Never Ever Look Down On Retainees!,
YuKiko:They're Not Stupid But Just Need An Entra Year To Build Th Basic Foundations Right(: Yups, Sure Meet Up Real Soon! I Miss Yous Too !
YuKiko:wow , there're many annoying ppl out there luhs ! keep sending th stomp url -.-
me:Yupyup...retainee doesnt meant loser but just that they got to use another year to get their foundation rights!!
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Vivienne: Jiejie, tagtagtag ! HAHA. Imy leys (:
me: Meimei...I miss you too! How are you?
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huiqi: Mommy! link me
me: Nu-Er...Mommy will link you de.
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Kai hui: tagged sister
Adoncia ' Yuiko: sis , tagged ! how are you ???
me: Thanks for the tag..I'm still fine. What about you,Sister? Miss Die You~
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Isabella: Tagged (: Nv post peekturess .
me: Thanks for the tag. Yeah...Will post photos soon~
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li en: jie,update bloggie yeah?
me: Okays! Updated le~
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2009-12-17T23:59:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow morning woke up quite early as i am going back school to buy books and uniform after that head to BDN to eat then headed to work. Is like so rush lorhs! From 11am to 6pm then punch out and headed home,shower then go tampines mall meet up with don,siva,amy,zhenda and jun wen as we watching movie called avatar! I think is like that spell..after the movie finish,slacked awhile then headed home as i got to work tomorrow. Well...Really miss those days going out with kor kor they all! Yawns...I am tired! Bye~

2009-12-16T22:56:00.000+08:00

Somehow i dont know how to carry on with my life when so many things is happening! Well...Maybe is too sudden till even me myself dont know how to face it. Well...School going reopen le! Well...i got to work very hard! Well...someone tell me what i am suppose to do? Somehow i really hate my life! Life sucks!

2009-12-15T00:34:00.001+08:00

Lazy to post~

I'm just a failure after all.

2009-12-13T23:24:00.000+08:00

Well...today morning work till afternoon 3pm then met with irene,eda,huiqi,ash,mario,baoling,ian and my brother to settle things. Go home,have dinner and use computer. No mood to write le. I miss MengTeck KorKor de bike. Hope tuesday to can lobang me go dou feng!!

2009-12-11T23:16:00.005+08:00

Today went back to work after so long. Hmm...Damn tired lahs! From 8am work till 5pm then at home rot. The stupid medicine make me super sleepy. Yawns...got to go now! Bye~

2009-12-10T21:34:00.001+08:00

It have been three days since i last update my blog. Did anyone of you miss me? Lols...Being BHB again. Shall start recalling what i did after 7 December. I hate being sick sia...Is so xinku lorhs!

7 December'09
Supposedly i should go work but i overslept so in the end give it a miss. Damn tired...Dont know what happen to me. Getting more and more sianz each day. I bet that there have people have that kind of feelings too! In the end,i rot at home for the whole day! Too tired le.

8 December'09
It suppose my off day but still got to work. Not McDonald but my mummy's stall. Some conflict in between shall not mention about it. Helped to open & close stall. After on bus back home saw tom darling, He seem like moody after that went home and get shower then change and head down to Suntec. Then went to eat then go shopping then around 10pm went to took met then bus back home! Tired~

9 December'09
Yesteday morning after wake up then go wash up,went downstairs to have breakfast then head to Pasir ris as my eldest brother P.O.P. After the whole finish then went to 201 market help my mum take thing and rot at home!! Pictures will be uploaded asap. Boredd~

10 December'09
Suppose to go back work today but i am sick. I am down if sore throat,running nose,headache & cough. Keep sleeping...anyways sorry chau that i made you disappointed. Around 3pm plus,Shi Hui accompany go see doctor after that went to TN3 pass MC. Damn tired... After that head home and sleep. Shall say no more cause damn tired. I got to go. BYE~

2009-12-07T23:39:00.000+08:00

Hellos people...Today i am super duper tired. I have no idea why...Today gave work a miss as i overslept and too tired for anything le! After wake up at noon went to watch TV at home after that jiu prepare dinner as we eating steamboat. Yipee...then now update blog! Shall go sleep as tomorrow going mum stall to help her! Bye~

2009-12-06T01:14:00.001+08:00

Hellos people...I am back home le. Well....let me update about yesterday. Yesterday suppose start work at 8am or 9am ended up start at 10.30am together with my brother cause both of us overslept! So went in jiu be runner after awhile go for break then go back runner then counter and go for WSQ but before that went to do some revision then at around 2pm then went to take cab to AMK. We reach there super early. Then waited time to pass over there while waiting also did revision there too as i really scare that i will fail cause if really fail must re-test! Luckily the tester very nice,pass me! After that, met one of my friend for dinner then train to tampines and bus home. Today went to work as per normal then do counter,teach people hash brown after that finish break come back is still counter awhile later go do transition then MDS till 5.30pm then go for my second break then go in help awhile MDS then to runner all the way till 8.30pm! Super tired lorhx...8am to 8.30pm inclusive 1hour of break! My leg is like going break soon...Well i am super tired. Shall go sleep le. BYE~

2009-12-04T09:00:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday DeeDee Mei..

Hellos people..I am back! Yesterday work afternoon shift till night then super tired so never update plus i sick still go work!! Clever horx...Lols! Anyways wanna wish CHRISTINA Happy 14th Birthday and my leg now and baika is almost the same!! Arrgg...My leg super pain! Shall update later at night! Bye~

*Edited*

People...I am back! Anyone miss me? Hahas...Just trying to be BHB! Anyway...Had a fun time with Dee Dee & Friends at E-Hub KBox! Well...really happy that we gather together again! Well actually suppose to give Dee Dee surprise ended up she saw me le! Sad...but nevertheless still really enjoy alot! Well...I super tired so let pictures to be the one talking bahs! Some photos are quite blur! Sorry~

2009-12-02T23:43:00.029+08:00

Hellos people...I am back! Since last thursday,i have stop updating my blog due to busy and tiredness. Sorry about that. Let me slowly go recall.

Friday[18/12/09]

I woke up at noon kind of late,around 3pm i guess! I was so tired that i don't wanna wake up till afternoon then in the late evening meet up shi yun jie & daphne jie at bedok interchange and had dinner at McDonald which is a fast food that i am sick and tired with. Lols...After that headed to Geylang as we going there de sintua. I stayed till 9.45pm jiu head back home as i damn tired! Once reach home jiu lie on bed and went into my lala land!

Saturday[19/12/09]

Supposed to work today ended up over-slept again =.=! Then in the afternoon around 3pm plus went to city hall as i meet irene & eda go suntec. As they planning to buy laptop,then ash,daphne & shi yun join us separately after that head down to douby

Sunday[20/12/09]

I woke up at 7am plus,after that went to shower.

Monday[21/12/09]

Never went to work again cause overslept again.

Tuesday[22/12/09]

I woke up early due to daddy disturb my sweet sleeping. I super tired...Cannot tahan but no choice as

Wedesday[23/12/09]

Okay...I expected that

[Update Tomorrow]

2009-12-02T11:30:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Josias LaoPa!

Hello people...I am back le. Yesterday something happen to my computer and that why never update! Firstly,Wanna wish my lao pa happy birthday! Super miss him...So long never see him le! Anyway hope you enjoy your big day today. Super tired lorhx...work from 9am to 5.45pm!! I wanna sleep...bye people!

2009-11-30T23:54:00.019+08:00

Hello people...I am back to post. Did anyone miss me? Well...I just being BHB! Got to update and reply tags if not will get scolding le. Let me update about yesterday first before today de. Well...yesterday i suppose to work at 8.30am but who knows that when i wake up i got a super pain headache which make me buay tahan so i sleep back but then at around 9am plus i woke up again because i was disturb by the phone call after picking up the call when to prepare and head to work place. Straight after i punch in then went to do my transition till 2pm after when to thaw my product but anyway thanks desmond for helping me out with taking the product and thanks shihui for helping me out with the thaw timing. After that went for my break time after that punch in again and runner till 6.30pm then went home,shower after that head downstair for dinner then went home and rot! And as for today...I work at 8am till 3pm then something happen well shall not mention after that went home do things. Hmm...I am super tired. Sometimes how i wish that josias laopa is still our store RM cause since after he left alot things happen. Last time i used to love working McDonald alot but now...I felt like quitting! Seriously...Where is the unity that we used to have?! Why things turn out this way? I really dont want it to be turning out this way..Tired! Felt like sleeping...Got to go! BYE~

2009-11-28T21:44:00.003+08:00

llo people...I am back once again after missing in action from blog for a few days. Somehow i really no mood to work anymore. Everything no longer the same but why is that so? Where is the unity that last time we have? Why since there is a change of people then thing started to changed this way. Haiz...Today working is not smooth to me also well how to say lehs! Hmm...I know i might be quite blur in work sometimes but cannot blame lohs. You think i want de mehs and please lahs spare a thought for others alright. You suppose to punch in at 9am then say what i late in the end you know i suppose punch in at 9am then find excuses. Hey come on...We are human being not robots okay?!? What more...The schedule put me until 6pm you think i will want to work mahs. No way okay...then fries down then just come up then i dont know jiu scold me. Fuck lahs okay...I not super hero to fly here and there. I already running two counters le. What more you want. Fuck...enough mean enough.We are here to work not to be a robot or a maid! Okay...you people say you managers or auntie will tired then what about us! Anyways dont talk about that le...At night ZhiQin & Lydia came over to look for me then chatted with Daphne jie on phone and with Daphne,Tiffany & Li En online. [D.H.T.L is officially formed @ 291109;0150AM]

2009-11-25T10:58:00.000+08:00

Well...Today suppose go work at 8am yet right now i still at home cause i overslept. Nice want yeah?! Dont know why recently simply so tired. Later meet Daphne Jiejie to go Aljunied as she going back there to take her things again...Cause she super sotong forget to take. Anyways...Later abit will pei my brother go buy his books. It like so fast lahs...Holidays going finish le but but i still haven rest enough lehs. Okays...shall go off first as for now as got to go do things le. So tonight come back then update...Stay tune!

To Felicia Besties:
Thanks for always being there for me when i need someone to talk,thanks for always giving me advices on what should i do. Do remember to find me when you need someone cause my phone 24/7 for you! Shall meet up soon okays?!?!

2009-11-24T13:09:00.002+08:00

Hellos people...Finally i am back on posting after so long! Hahas...I think it is also time to update my blog already cause people starting to complain already! Let me slowly recall what i did after my last post! Today shall be a super long post...slowly read!

20/11/09
Morning wake up then go work...I tried not to be late as i know that BC jenny is coming. Kind of scare cause i haven finish memorize the things that i supposed to memorize. Hmm...Trying to put on my best performance. After work then went home and rest while waiting for Welson,Joanne,Ann Li & Yi Ling to reach as we going to plan for Dee Dee birthday! Hahas...Details will not be mention if not it wont be surprise anymore! After that went to shower then head down to Aljunied to meet dearest boy then have talk with Eda and Irene too. 9pm went off and head home cause i cannot stand as i wanna cry out already. So listening song while walking to bus stop then dearest boy chasing me from the back well...we came out a conclusion that we let go each other. Maybe in the first place we should not even to be together bahs. Sorry if i hurt you but i didnt mean it. Hope you find someone better.

21/11/09
Supposedly is work 9am de but me and my brother was late again...due to my laziness cause i am super tired. Then work till 3.30pm then waited for Vivien Mei to come TN3 find me and chatted alot till 6pm then went home! Hmm...hope she will come back work lorhx! Missed her alot...After that went home actually did not wanted to go out cause very tired. But Lydia mei went up my house to look for me then pei her go downstair awhile then me and Lydia mei went to 201 triangle eat fried prawn mee then went to 7-eleven to buy drinks and saw JieRui,Melvin and another girl soon not later they went off then me and Lydia paid for our thing and went back to my house but then on the way back saw JingYi and BoonJie Di so went over chatted then head back my house as Lydia Mei wanted to use computer while i on phone with Daphne Jie and doing holiday homework!

22/11/09
As per normal went to work but i doing transition and also do till quite fast de...after that doing kitchen all the way! So happy lorhx...after so long! Then BC jenny caught me as my fridge was long. After that punch out then went to meet Eda,Irene,Isabella & Kenny to talk things out. Till nearly 7pm at home then Lydia came over my house use computer again while i doing things to prepare Dee Dee mei de birthday.

23/11/09
Wake up le..then prepare go Aljunied then talk things out then around 2pm plus cleared everything then 2.45pm left Aljunied and head to Novena together with Daphne Jie then pei her to see her ahgong and look for her friend,junjie! After that we went Novena Square walk walk and took alot of pictures. Tired...Finally everything is cleared and shall always remember what they said to me!
Somehow you had already left us for 6months...
Sorry brother...
Actually planned to visit you but had something on so postpone...
Shall find another day to visit you...
I miss you...

24/11/09

Today actually dont need work but they dont have enough crew but before i work lydia came over my house use computer again while i preparing thing after that i go meet clara while she go home. Meeted clara finish thing that suppose to be done after that went to work. So work till 6pm and punch out together with desmond then had break and walk home with desmond as we stay near by. After that rot at home...Also not planning go out as i super tired recently. Nicholas Lee SiXian talk to me online about my life and gave me good advices which i never expected. Thanks...i am glad that even not couples but still friends and what more alot things happen and we still friends. Find one day...let come out okay? Well...finally updated finish and shall go sleep le!! Super tired!! BYE~

2009-11-19T02:27:00.002+08:00

Hellos people...Sorry that yesterday i did not update my blog as i am just too tired for everything already! Hmm...yesterday had choir so met up with Clara for breakfast after that head to school together then left choir at 11pm then met up with Isabella & Kenny then head down to chinatown then had McDonald for lunch then slacked awhile then head to Isabella's Hairstyling School and then prepare for her exam then Kenny went off first. I tell you...3 hours silent over there is like super duper sianz and i fall asleep!! >.
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To HuiLuan:
Yeah. fate. I will learn to cherish..I must cherish b4 dey are gone..its hard jie..somemore plus nw..i reali....haix. i dunno wat to say le. i will try to b happy de. jiu shi ying wei friends then dun wanna make u all more sad etc..dun wan u guys worry etc..i say liao..i rather everything bad came to mi than to u all..Yea..tts wat frens are for. anyways,thx jie(: u all indeed help mi alot le..TY(:

To Dee Dee Mei♥:
Seriously...Dont think it this way cause that is what friends are for!! Remember...me and you is not one year or two years de friends lehx!! I know recently alot things is happening on you but you really got be strong. Jiayou my dear!!
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♥181109;0609PM♥
Boy...
I entrust you with my heart.
Dont break my heart,my love & my trust okays...
iloveyous!

2009-11-16T11:39:00.006+08:00

Hey people...I have deleted TN3 blog as i have no time to update also nothing to update so might as well just remove it so people you can remove TN3 link & i have changed my blogskins after so long. I super in love with this blogskins..Trust me, it is super nice! The preview is teddy...My yiling niece also in love with it cause it is grey in colour! Hahas...Yesterday change the blogskins change till i super tired. Well...later shall be meeting up with dee dee & _ _ _ _ _ _! I'm going causeway point..hahas! So got to go prepare soon...Today i like a pig lahs!! _ _ _ _ _ _ call me and sms me alot of times yet i dont know anything! Sorry...I am super tired! Hmm...shall update later when i am back and as for now i got to go. See you guys later at night again...Stay tune!

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Hellos people...I am finally back home! Super tired alright...today went many places! Hmm...after reaching home went downstair again to ask zhiqin,isabella,melvin and jierui to my house then slacked and chatted. Many things happen...after that i go eat then went to 201 as isabella wanna buy dinner. After that go 209...super dulan and walk off and head home! Hmm...going sleep le as tomorrow got choir! Bye peoples~

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Message Time
To Dee Dee Mei♥ :
Girl, I am sorry if yesterday on MSN i speak to you in a very harsh manner. Like i said, Anything you can just look for me. My hotline for you is 24 Hours on, And it is only for you! How many times you want me repeat this? You tell me lorhx...You are not alone girl! You still have us...Seriously if you wanna say that you are not a good person then what about me? I changed the most since primary school till now. You all know much more better than me alright, everyone do have their own problems is see if this person know how to calm down and slowly settle the problems ma. Everyone is imperfect in this world including you and i...If you think that you are useless then what about me? I failed to be a good stead, i failed to be a good crew leader, i failed to be a good sister, i failed to be a good gans, i failed to be a good daughter and most of all i failed to be a human being! If you are telling me that you do not wanting to live in this world anymore then what about me? Maybe now i already join simon already,sometimes you really got to speak out. Why you got to bottle up your feelings? You think you suffer alone then others see already will not heartbroken ma? THIS WILL BE THE LAST TIME I AM TELLING YOU THIS ALRIGHT!! IF NEXT TIME GOT ANYTHING, NO MATTER WHAT TIME,WHAT PLACE, WHAT DATE OR WHAT SO EVER JUST GIVE ME A CALL! I WILL PICK UP YOUR CALL AND POSSIBLE I WILL GO FIND YOU ALRIGHT? You are not alone...You still have me and the rest of them that care and concern about you! There is sometimes whereby people will broke down but always remember this...forgive yourself for making such a mistake but never forget it! This is just like you accidentally step on a rock and it trip you and make you fall down but cannot only sit there and cry right? You got to learn to stand from where you fall and move on so you reach your destination...SO GIRL, IT IS TIME FOR YOU TO STAND UP FROM WHERE YOU FALL!! JIA YOU...WE WILL ALWAYS SUPPORT YOU. Remember...In our heart,YOU ARE THE BEST OF THE BEST!! Take Care~

To Hui Luan:
ur nt reali harsh la(: i noe i can look for u,but ytdae was crying and by thn my daddy talk to mi and i nid to go bath and gtg work le. tts y cant find u. yeah. i still hav u guys. but dunno why i very weird de. wen things goes wrong,i would onli tink tat all i hav is myself. u oso hav ur own things to fan nao all those. i reali dun wanna add more burden to u. sometyms wen feelin down or wat,i wishes to talk to ppl. but thn i would tink lyk dey bz all those so ended up i nvr call le. yup. among us all,u changed quite alot. O.o noe much more beta than u? as in? tis part i dun understand wor. hahaXDD for mi idk wor. all i noe is to cry. tts y so useless la. yup. everyone is imperfect. u dun failed to b a human being lor! at least u gt care for ppl all those ma..life gotta carry on for u.
as u noe,my family quite strict thn lyk i did things which disappoint my parents and family. thn my ah ma nt happy wif mi bcuz of th case which i told u..dun say out. i oso failed to b a gd stead,a gd daughter,a gd sis,a gd cca leader. hmmm..i tink u all noe tat im a introvet ba? or u all dunno? i mayb talkative wen young tat tym,but wen older liao jiu bu hui le. as more things come to mi,i tend to keep things. cuz i noe to some ppl out dere,dey will tink lyk im a big mouth or wateva crap. i seldom show out de. so u guys won notice(: wahaha..i tend to smile all those,but bhind u all,cant see tat im sad etc. and if u gt read my front posts on oct liddat,i did mention tat sometyms even wen im nt happy etc, i would still put tat (: . i oso dun wish to see u guys sad jus bcuz of mi. but bcuz of mi,alot of unhappiness etc happen. some blamed mi for it. some say bad things about mi. alot alot lor. hahaXDD hmm..i try ba(: i will stand up and continue walkin de. but takes tym lor..><>< but i will(: hahaXDD no nid say till liddat de la(: im nt th best(: u all thn th best of th best! (: reali very happy being wif u guys(: didn regreted noein and havin u all(: u oso take care wor..u ownself oso gt alot of probs lor. i reali dun wish and wan to add burden to any of u guys,i rather all bad things come to mi than u all. i rather i sad all those than u all. reali wan u guys to b happy lor.

To Dee Dee Mei♥:
This is all life...You only can follow fate. You can't predict what will happen next..So must learn to cherish it. Dont cry because it happen but smile cause it had already happen. Well...This is a process of learning. So...you must learn to stand up back fast from where you fall down okay? Jiayou...I also in the process of learning to move on too. Is not easy but no choice...You got to live with it. If you really treat us as friends then dont take it that you are adding on our burden okays?? Cause who know the next time, they might need your help too. And that is what friends are for...Seriously do stay happy alright! I shall see you really soon alright! Miss you~

To Jie Rui:
I know i being very cruel to you but i left with no choice le. I know i cant stop you from liking me,loving me and contacting me but remember this. I can choose not to contact you too...I hope i make this very clear that me and you is just friends and nothing more than that. Sorry my heart only can fill in one person..And you should know who is it?!?! And let me tell you...Only you know how to drink mehs? I also know okays! Only you will 借酒消愁 then i dont know mehs? When i 借酒消愁 dont know you at where nia. And if you gonna look for that person that i love...let me tell you,YOU GO TO HER! WE NO LONGER FRIENDS BUT ENEMY!! So you better think twice...We only can be friends AND NOTHING MORE THAN THAT! Hope you understand...KINDLY DONT CONTACT ME CAUSE I WONT CONTACT YOU ANYMORE!

2009-11-15T21:23:00.002+08:00

Today suppose to start work at 9.30am ended up i was late as i overslept...i almost 10am then punch in after that go do transition till 2.30pm then go eat! Super hungry lorhx...After that punch in again and work to 4.30pm then go home! Then rest,eat,use computer,shower,eat again then use computer and i guess should be sleeping soon! I am super tired...I tell you i swear transition is a super hard thing to do it!! I hate it can...Hmm my prepaid going low le! How how...haizz!! Recently i thought of alot things! Will anyone tell me what to do?!?! Haiz...I'm tired!!

2009-11-14T23:59:00.003+08:00

Hellos people...I am back on blogging! Hmm...i guess most of the people is sleeping right now! I super bored so decided to update my blog while waiting for my father!! As he is bringing food back home for me! I am super hungry and headache right now...lols! Hmm...today suppose to go work but gave it a miss as i am down with flu,headache and backache! I guess is because yesterday walk under the rain! So wake up and sleep back quite a few times! Hmm...sorry boon jie promise to give you morning call ended up i fall asleep! Then have some tiff with JieRui...Sorry everything is my fault! Keep doing thing to keep me awake cause i keep wanting to sleep! Then mummy and brother came home from work soon not later Jie Rui & Zhi Qin reach but super sianz la cause nothing to do. Isabella and kenny soon not later jiu reach le...After doing my hair,Isabella and kenny jiu went off soon not later zhiqing and jierui also went off le! So i went to play computer. Hmm...at night jiu hungry le then jierui help me buy for me! Thanks...now going sleep le! Bye~

2009-11-13T12:09:00.010+08:00

Hellos people...I am back here to post! 2 Days never post le...Anyone miss me?!?! Lols...Well let me post about yesterday bah! Hmm...Memory recall!! Yesterday i woke up at 12 plus as i only sleep at that morning 4am!! Then wash up and stuff then jie rui come meet me then he still treated me and my brother McDonald!! Thanks...I will treat you back de! Lols...Then at 4pm plus he went off le. Then i play computer till 6pm plus isabella and zhi qin come lorhx! Zhi qin nearly made us laugh till stomach ache. Cause she went to 226 instead 225 and went into a indian family which make me goes HAHAHA!! Then practice do hair after that about 8.30pm then go downstair. I meet jerome then go store check schedule! After that head home!! Do thing and sleep at 1am plus! Today...i 12plus then wake up then now going 209 meet Isabella and ZhiQin! Come back from work then update le...As for now! BYE~

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Hellos people...I am back! Yawns...Right now i am super tired so after posting i will be going into my lala land!! Hmm...afternoon supposed meet Isabella at 209 but in the end change place to TECC de McDonald as they settle their lunch there! I did not eat except fries as i dont like eating. I don't know why too...after that we head to 205 slack while waiting for zhi qin come. Awhile later zhi qin came then meet her at 209 then head back to back to eat again then go 207 there slack again while slack was waiting for ivan to come! Jie Rui came along too...Then me felt hungry le so went to Triangle eat. All except me and jie rui eat then they go McDonald again as ivan and kenny wanna eat while i head home to prepare work stuff! 6pm started work and ended at 9pm then waited jie rui come find me...brought food and drink to go 902 there slack as zhi qin is there. soon boon jie came along!! Head back home at 12 together with Zhi Qin and Boon jie! Thanks Boon Jie for sending me and zhi qin to bus stop and thanks zhi qin for sending me home!! Off i go to my lala land!! BYE~

Why i will say regret being with you cause if me and you still remain gans...maybe things will be different now! We might still be like last time de good friends when got troubles and stuffs can share?!?! Can things go back last time?? How i wish it could be...I dont ask for much i just wanna be back friends and gans with you!! Can ?!?! Anyway...Last long with Irene!!

2009-11-11T12:51:00.004+08:00

Arrgg...today was too tired already even gave a miss for choir cause i totally cant wake up at all! Then when wake up saw many messages...then slowly reply and online MSN then Dee Dee Mei ask me if i can meet her so she came my house meet me as i just wake up not long ago nia. Well..now gonna prepare lunch then go chinatown meet Isabella!

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Finally i am back home le...Cause after lunch me and my brother head down to my mum work place as i no money so go find her take lorhx! Who knows mummy call fish porridge for me and my brother to share! Then after finish that bowl of fish porridge i faster headed to Bedok MRT station cause Felicia waiting for me but in the end she went off first! Sorry Sister keep making you wait!! When changing to purple line...Saw my cousin! Hmm...chatted awhile reached my stop then faster go find Boon Jie,Jie Rui & Melvin! Sorry keep you guys waiting!! After that waited for Isabella come fetch us then Isabella keep me pay cause i cut hair!! Thanks alot...then Boon Jie & Jie Rui got to pay their own while Melvin look like ahgong sitting down there...Wanna sleep! After everything is done then we took bus 12 back to tampines then wanna go eat but boon jie & melvin went off first so left me,isabella and jie rui. After eat jiu went home and rest!! I wanna sleep... Bye people!
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To G.Steady:
I don't see there is a need for you to post it on blog. If they felt offended then ask them to tell me their own. I will apologise to them right away...And please do you even have the EVIDENCE to say that i say Hui Peng Mei snatch from me! If you don't have then don't anyhow accuse me cause i have never say that before plus she is my g.mei! I really wish that we still gans or friends so ya... I know who you like already so all i can say is all the best to you and her!! Last Long!

2009-11-10T23:23:00.002+08:00

Maybe it is fate telling me is time to let go everything le...Why things turn out to be not what we wanted! Dont understand...Hate it sia! Time will heal EVERYTHING so everything let time and fate decided! People especially gans dont worry...I will stand up from where i fall down. I will be strong as i told Don Kor! I will be Own-ing back all gans that i last time disowned! And to g.steady which once belong to AiKiko...Be brave when love pass by and knock on your door! All the best to you & her! Will be waiting your good news! =D Just now had a good chat with Don Kor on MSN. Hahas...I wanna go TP to go find my beloved 2 kor kors!! Hahas...Really miss them alot alot! Thanks people when i am down and you people is beside me especially don,kar zhun,daphne and isabella!

2009-11-08T23:31:00.001+08:00

Had a heart to heart chat with Isabella and Tony on MSN in the midnight...People i am still trying to stand up and carry on my life but i cant!! Everything seem so impossible!! Sometimes...I dont even know how to stand up from where i fall down!! Haizz...Well let time heal the wound ba!
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Reply Message time!

To huiluan:
Huiluan i hope i tell you in msn so many hope you dont walk into my path .
It's really diffcult to walk this path . knn, what's th use of making yourself
so miserable you can take my for example narhzxc . You keep drinking
cough syrup got what use ?! You want i bring you go play drug marhzxc !
Ehs, i really don't know how say you larhzxc horx ! But all i can say is if you
really love th person than let her go even she come back to you her body
with you but her heart not with you what's th use larh dey . Got body no
heart also no use . Past is a past it cant turn back th time for you anymore .
But at least future you can choose . But if i say so much you still want
continue walk my last time th path i got nothing to say but go think what
i told you what i say is not fake or what is i personally go through for so pain.
No matter how you run away th fact one day you also need face the fact
you can run for now but cant run forever . *Crying dont wish to continue
say anymore . Go think yourself buhs .

To Isabella:
Girlfriend...I know you how much you dont wanna i walk your pathway but i dont want it too! There is times whereby i rather run away from the facts! Haiz...dont worry!! Time will heal everything! So let fate and time decided how fast or slow i gonna forget or let go her!!

2009-11-08T15:21:00.004+08:00

Seriously i totally have no mood to post anything much...Only one thing!! LIFE SUCKS!! Yesterday spented my whole night crying till next day morning...Haiz i really seem so lost!! I really dont know what should i do?!?! Everything is getting out of my way!! Damn dulan...Fuck it alright!! I am just alone in the lost jungle and there is no one can save me out! NO ONE and i just stood there kept crying and hoping that my someone will save me but someone seem getting further apart from me!! Will that someone come back?!?! I dont know...i guess that someone will never come back again ba!! Even though how much i tried to save this relationship,even i made many changes for this relationship!! Haiz...Just hoping that someone will come back cause i really dont know how to carry on my life without that someone! This someone is too important to me already which i cant afford to lose!! No point carry on living without this someone...this someone is the one that guided my pathway but now there is no one guide me!! I AM VERY VERY LOST RIGHT NOW!! I want my baby back...i only want baby back right now! I want nobody but baby!! No matter how long i got to wait i will still wait de...Wait till the day you come back!! Baby...i love you and i still waiting for you! Maybe i should just run away from EVERYTHING! I should just M.I.A!!

2009-11-07T23:53:00.000+08:00

Hellos people...I am here to blog again! Did anyone missed me?!?! Hahas...Trying to be BHB!! Yesterday went back to CZPS as there having E-Fair so went back and support!! Hmm...also using this chance to find teacher as teacher's day i didn't get a chance to go find them!! Hmm...went in there and saw many new faces! Hahas...CZPS seem like made alot changes!! Hmm...heard that after this year gonna change principal!! Bored...why change again sia!! I dont want...actually took alot photos and i shall slowly upload!! After that met up with Isabella and Lydia then head down to chinatown to let Isabella's teacher to check hair after that Me and Isabella head down to Baby's house while Lydia head down to bedok! Slacked at Baby's house....Baby,Ian & Isabella went down for dinner while me and Daphne jie jie stayed at room and had a heart to heart chat!! Still thought that Baby won't find out in the end she went into my blog and know everything!! Lols...so she help with rub my injuries!! Thanks baby...iloveyous! After baby and i sleep then almost time...I went home first cause dont want disturb baby as she still having flu!! Naughty baby dont want go see doctor!! Hahas...then reached home sms daphne jie jie till i sleep and guess what happen today morning?!?! I some sort of tio spam!! 7 Messages and 1 Miss Call...First time ever!! Lols...so wake up faster call baby and actually wanted me go over pei her but i got work!! But i dont feel like working so gave everything a miss! Hmm...head down to Isabella house to pass her thing for her hair styling de! After that head down to baby house and slack there till 7pm plus and went off together with baby and her kor,mario! Reach home then shower and went to 201 join them for dinner but i did not eat la! Hmm...went to brought my things and came home fold clothes then use computer till now! Well...i got to upload my photos and rest if not tomorrow cannot wake le!! Bye people...Miss ya! Yawns...

2009-11-05T23:04:00.000+08:00

People...I am back on update!! Recently very lazy to update cause there is alot thing for me to busy with and the other reason is holidays just started and people is so free and have nothing to do but to only spam other people's blog! Tomorrow shall be going back CZPS for E-Fair so hope to see many of CZPS students ba!! Hmm...today one whole day never see BABY. Super miss BABY!! Shall not post so much as i super tired!!

Early on have some conflict with family members and still kena whack by belt from dad!! I dont see there is any reason that i should stay at this home anymore! I really have enough of everything! Everything is i wrong then why not let me go...i am not your maid or a person for you to torture! I really wanna run away from everything...I am really glad that there is people still concern about me dont worry alright!! If one day i just suddenly never contact anyone of you then please dont be surprise!! I HATE MY FATHER,I HATE MY MOTHER AND I HATE MY YOUNGEST BROTHER!! Thanks to him alright!! _l_

Got to go le...Bye!
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To An[I.P Address:220.255.7.235]:
Too bad...My mind is set already and no one can change my mindset. Since earlier on you already give us the blessing and fuck off from my blog liaox then why now still come back?!!? Can just fuck off from my blog ma?!!? My blog dont welcome dogs!!
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To All Spammers Out There:
HOLIDAYS JUST STARTED...SO FAST YOU ALL GOT NOTHING TO DO ALREADY IZZIT?!?! SPAMMING OTHER PEOPLE BLOG VERY FUN MA?!?! IF YOU ARE TELLING ME THAT YOU ARE NOT SPAMMING BUT ASKING A QUESTION THEN LET ME ASK YOU BACK THIS!! IF YOU ARE ASKING A QUESTION THEN WHY DONT DARE TO TAG WITH YOUR NAME?!?! OR YOUR PARENTS NEVER GIVE YOU A NAME!! LET ME TELL YOU ALL THE LAST TIME...KINDLY FUCK OFF FROM MY BLOG,FELICIA'S BLOG,CELINA'S BLOG & KAI HUI'S BLOG!! CAUSE WE DONT WELCOME DOGS LIKE YOU PEOPLE OUT THERE! GOODBYE & DONT SEE YOU EVER AGAIN!! _l_

2009-11-03T03:53:00.006+08:00

First Update
I'm so bored right now...so decided to blog!! BABY got asthma...i very worry!! Don't know how is she le...Haiz!! BABY is angry with me...how how?!?! I don't know what to do?!?! Haiz...I'm simply useless ba. Shall blog later...Bye!
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Second Update
Hello people...I'm back!! So tired can...One whole day never sleep! Hmm...went for choir today and sang my favourite song!! YOU RAISE ME UP...after choir went to meet BABY and left at 6pm!! Yawns...i wanna sleep!! got to go bye!
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Reply To An[I.P Address:220.255.7.182]:
Sometimes i really wonder many computers,you have it at home alright?!?! I ban and delete you still can tag some more...Seriously no one wants your well wishes just fuck off from my blog!! That all i ask for...thanks and never see you again!! BYE~
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Reply To kkkkk[I.P Address:203.127.180.32]:
I don't entertain people like you guys!! Fuck off!
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Reply To a straight person[I.P Address:202.156.14.249]:
I don't entertain people like you guys!! Fuck off!!

2009-11-02T14:12:00.004+08:00

What is family in your mind?!?! Why can't everything just can't be like last time?!?! Why nowadays at home there is so many quarrels ?!?! Why?!?! I have no idea what happen suddenly?!?! I have the thought of moving out of house or go m.i.a!! I don't know how long can i hold on?!?! It is just time a time bomb which might explode in anytime. Can you tell me what should i do?!?! I don't know how strong am i ?!?! Do you know it is just like a heavy burden for me to carry it on my shoulder?!!? Hello...I'm only 16 yet got to face all this!! I felt like giving up!! BABY...I REALLY NEED YOU BY MY SIDE!! Cause i afraid i might break down soon..will you be there for me ?!?!

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To An [I.P Adress:220.225.7.117,220.255.7.153 & 220.225.7.158] at my blog:

I am a lesbian so what...I admit!
This is the path that i choose and it is TOTALLY NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS.
Stop coming to my blog or my BABY's blog to ask her to leave me or ask me to leave her!
Cause i will NEVER EVER DO THAT CAUSE ALL I EVER WANTED IS EDA YONG WHICH IS HUILUAN'S BABY!!
So kindly stop interfering our lives and stop being a K.P.O and being a busybody go KPO other people thing lorhx!
This is the path which i choose anything happen i will hold the responsibility not you so please keep your mouth shut and fuck off!!
No one including me welcome you into my blog...
You have no fucking rights to care about my life & my relationship and you are no one to me then why should i listen to you?!?!
And get this clear...
I WILL NEVER EVER LEAVE EDA BABY CAUSE SHE IS THE ONE FOR ME. ASK ME GO BACK TO GUYS IS OUT OF THE QUESTION CAUSE I THINK I WILL NEVER GO BACK CAUSE ALMOST ALL GUYS ARE JERKS!!! [NO OFFENCE]

2009-11-01T18:28:00.003+08:00

Hello people...I am back from work! So tiring...Yawns!! Okay...let me update about yesterday first ba! Yesterday morning at around 7.45am wake up after that went to wash up and went downstair and had breakfast with daddy,eldest sister and eldest brother! Super unlucky lorhx...My shoes spoil at that time!! Super pai seh can!! After that faster go nearby buy one new shoes then head back home as i got things to do and i gonna meet Dee Dee mei and BABY!! Suppose to meet my mei at 10am plus at my house but she is held on something so met up with her only after 11am. After we meet up and we chatted alot things. After i had my lunch ,finishing doing and shower then went to take bus to BABY's house!! Thanks Dee Dee mei accompany me there if not will damn super lonely but feel very bad make her all the way accompany come but go back alone! Sorry worx...reached BABY's house then chatted with BABY,Daphne JieJie,Ian,San Jie & BABY's mum!! Then sleep and watch show. Went off at 8.45pm and cab home!! Hmm...reach home then got lecture from parents but it alright!! I just wanna accompany BABY...i dont care for others if it is regarding to BABY!! Then go do some house chores then watch show till 1am plus then headed to my lovely bed as my lala land waiting for me plus tomorrow i am working early. As for today...I thought i could wake up on time ended up i am late!! Best part...Ask BABY morning call me ended up last night play song till no battery then they cant get through me!! So slowly took my own sweet time lorhx...Too tired le!! After work ended headed to coffeeshop and eat first and rushed home as daddy ask me and my brother go home now. Dont know what happen...reached got some lecture for no reasons. Then went to rest awhile then wanted go shower. Something happen again...i commented something and cried then went to shower after that and do things and headed to sleep! Hmm...Super sad enough le worst still dont know where BABY gone?!?! I MISS BABY ALOT ALOT ALOT...Where is she?!?! I really need her now!!

2009-10-30T20:04:00.006+08:00

Hello people..sorry that yesterday due to my laziness. As per normally i wake up at 5.45am then take my own sweet time to get up,wash up and shower. After that went out of house and go take bus and at bedok interchange saw KaiHui. After that chatted with her along the way to school...missed her because she never came school on tuesday but then wednesday she came but i never went school as they going out for trips which i hate it the most. Then school is super bored especially after exam,And i come school is because of the attendance lorhx! Me and Felicia self-dismiss ourselves then me went out of school together with Felicia and went to opposite to wait for BABY,KaiHui & Vanessa! After that Me,BABY and KaiHui went to take bus 87 while Vanessa went opposite to take bus 60 after that reach Bedok Interchange,KaiHui went to take bus 9 home while Me and BABY took bus 197 to ParkWay Parade to find Cassandra Jie. After that went to brought KFC as lunch and brought it back to BABY's house to eat as BABY brought her mum's share and stayed at BABY's house till 6.30pm or even later then bus home! Reached home at around 7.40pm or later,got lecture then went to shower,forced to eat dinner after went to do things and made agar-agar!! After that use computer then text with BABY amd Daphne Jie after awhile then on phone with BABY awhile then hang after that text BABY till fall asleep. Hahas...Yesterday is ME AND BABY DE SECOND MONTH ANNIVERSARY & I'm so touched by BABY for what she have done!! BABY i loveyous!! So Happy...as for today i sleep till 6am then wake up and went to wash up,shower and stuff then went to take bus 21 to school and i am like super early la! No one is there...soon not later Celina came! Phew...Luckily she came if not i will seem like a idiot over there! Then lesson is super boring today...first is principal dialog lesson follow by mother tongue then recess after that we went to slack at toilet for more than one hour and took alot of photos! Last day of school le...and i got back my report book le! Finally ...I AM PROMOTED!! It is like at last...and this also teach others not to look down on retainers cause no one is perfect including you and I!! After that went interchange with my sister and had long john silver with her and head home! Supposedly meeting BABY de but she got something on so cancel the meeting and hopefully can meet BABY tomorrow as don't know when then can meet her le as she going to start work le!! Sad...I SUPER MISS BABY ALOT!

My Result
English-50[5]
Chinese-73[2]
Mathematics-26[U]
Science-28[U]
Combined Humanities-34[U]
F&N-50[5]
CME-A
P.E-C

Total:261/600
Percentage:43.5
Results:Passes
Conduct:Fair
Class Position:17/34
Level Position:91/145
Promotion Status:PROMOTED TO S4 NORMAL[A]
L1B2:12
Attendance:162/167
Comments: Hui Luan is a pleasant student who is able to make new friends easily. She takes pride in participating in her CCA,choir and is able to lead by example. She should channel the same enthusiasm into her studies and focus on her weaker subjects. She should continue to be steadfast and forthcoming during lessons.

Here some special message to special peoples out there...

To BABY:
Thanks for always being there for me when i need you. And thanks for all those encouragement you gave to me and finally i made it. I won't let you disappointed again ok?!?! iloveyous..

To Don & Kar Zhun:
I never let you two down this time round...thanks for always being the one for me when i am down!!

To Dee Dee:
There is many things which i wanna talk to you. Finally tomorrow can meet you le!! See you tomorrow!!

Here is some photos...please enjoy!! [Mostly are overdue photos and It is followed by the order of Baby's handmade card,Baby brought de brownie,Second Month Anniversary Present,Agar-Agar,making sardine puff and kueh dadar,baby edited de photos and School Zi Lian photos me & friends]

2009-10-28T09:02:00.003+08:00

Hellos people...Today i gave school a miss as they having tour and i am super lazy to go. Let me update about yesterday...Early morning wake up and drag myself to wash up and shower then slowly do thing till 6.15am then went out house! Stupid...Never charge phone!! Confirm don't need to use later...Sob!! Headed to school and waited Felicia at school gate and went in together with her! See i so good right?!?! I wait for her lehx...ArBish =.=!! BHB...then as usual met all sisters at canteen but my dearest 1234567 KAI HUI never come as she not feeling well!! GET WELL SOON,SISTER! Then started morning assembly after that 135 VANESSA was called out by discipline mistress...I think is because her hair colour and her nails then she was sent home!! NOT FAIR CAN...so only left CELINA,CLARA,FELICIA AND ME. It is super bored without them...At for the first two period post exam activity is play Olympic games but we don't want so we went to hide!! Lols...then having a good time chatting!! After that went for recess but i did not finish the whole thing as i totally no appetite to eat and i wonder why too! After that when library and slacked there cause ME and FELICIA don't know where is our class! We were almost the whole day library except for the last two period. The second period was at home room is English teacher watching movie while last period is contact time with form teacher so is obvious enough that is still in home room! Actually plan to self dismiss but get caught by form teacher!! Sad case...heard from form teacher that there is 16 persons failed. Seriously i afraid i am one of them. After school quickly headed home and rest as since recess i have stomach ache till now so gave choir a miss! Then rest but still messaging with BABY...then went to shower and meet up with BABY as we going toa payoh to meet up with BAO BEI & DAPHNE JIE!! Bus there and meet them up and went to McDonald to eat after that head to BABY's house! Go there and sleep...And i really fall asleep!! Too tired le...at 9.15pm bus home alone!! Thanks BABY and Daphne jie to send me to bus stop!! So lonely but got DAPHNE JIE and BABY accompany me message then reach home at 10.10pm after that went to shower and do other stuff then chatted with BABY on phone till 2.20am then went to sleep! As for today morning i wake up at 5.30am then cant sleep back le! So decided to use computer and find my songs to kill time!! Later going to meet BABY at 1pm as BABY later going interview and i going accompany her there! Wahaha...Got to go now as i need to go do stuff! Shall update again tonight or tomorrow!

2009-10-26T18:47:00.002+08:00

Hello Everyone,Finally i am back on posting after so long! Well...Recently did not have the time to update as too many things happen and too busy so very tired and lazy to post. Since today i got the time to post better faster post cause a lot of people is complaining that my blog is so dead especially BABY! At first,BABY wanna me post in front of her but i don't want as there is a lot of things that i going post out. People don't worry for Me & Eda as we are alright already and We are better than last time.Thanks to BABY,Brandon,Zhi Qin,Lydia and Jian Hui taking care of me when i am drunk and i bet i did something right?!?! No matter what thanks a lot...BABY sorry that i made you cried the whole night and made you worry! Anyway...Just a sad news that i have already DISOWNED ChenJingYi as my jie! She know what she have done...There is no need for me to say so much and just remember that 人在做,天在看. But i have one more 开心果 Jie which is Daphne,she always there when i am sad or crying and she got her ways to cheer me up!! Thanks a lot..Now she working then don't know when can meet her. Today morning around 11am plus,BABY came my house!! Super happy can as yesterday night we have a small conflict about it cause i scare she sleep not enough then come find me then later headache! BABY come accompany me...then 3pm she jiu went off go find her mummy le while me doing e-learning then sleep as i having headache again! After being wake up by my youngest brother then shower had a bit of dinner as no mood! Something happen...shall not mention what it is!! Hais...Sometimes really felt like running away from home!! Never ever come back...Damn stress living in this house!!

2009-10-21T17:17:00.007+08:00

当爱情走到尽头的时候，你觉得我还能够冷静的当做没有一回事吗？对不起，我真地做不到！我的心真的很痛，你知道吗? 那种痛是你永远无法了解的,也许我不应该来到这世界上，因为我是多余的！

Yesterday did not went to school as i cant wake up,then whole day at home rotting as really totally no mood as i just broke off another relationship which i put in alot of effort! Haiz...Everything ended how wish it could come back but i guess it is super hard or never ba! During evening time,i went down to to bedok 406 to meet up with Brandon as we going to drink CHIVES[I think is like that spell ba]!! After that then went to coffee shop to drink TIGER BEER again after that suddenly Eda and ZhiQin appear and join us drink lorhx! After finish drinking and eating at coffee shop then we went back to 406 to carry on drink MARTELL!! But then while walking back,i can't walk properly! I totally drunk at that time and i don't even know what i am doing for a period of time as i having bad headache! Around 10pm then took bus home,came home and tio lecture and canned! Haiz...after that went to wash up and shower! Suppose going to sleep de but just no idea why cant i just sleep even i finish drinking...so chatting with Eda on phone till 3am plus then really cannot take it le so go sleep!! Today i am rotting at home and do things lorhx!! Haiz...I really missed _ _ _ alot!! I already try to keep myself busy so not to think of _ _ _ but when there is nothing for me to do and eventually i will think of _ _ _! Can anyone tell me what should i do?!?! I really dont know what should i do?!?! Haiz....

To 290809:
Do you know how hurtful is it when you say break up?
You told me is for our own good...
But i don't think so...
Is only making both of us so xinku...
Sorry that yesterday i broke the promise...
As i really no longer know what should i do...
I put in so much effort but is this what i suppose to get back in return?!?!
I don't really care how much effort i got to put in to get you back and be with you.
I really wanna last long with you...
Why everything seem so hard de?!?!
Willing to come back to me?!?!
I really want you back badly...
I really need you back badly...
Sometimes chatting with you on phone...
Do you know i cry??
I really super miss you...
Miss the days whereby we meet up almost everyday...
Miss the days whereby we kept sms-ing each other or called each other and chatted for long hours...
Miss the days whereby you will sing song for me...
Miss the days whereby you sms me good night message or those words from your bottom of your heart...
Miss the days whereby i go your house to sleep or have fun...
Miss the days whereby you come my house to pei me when i cannot go out...
Miss the days whereby my parents went back malaysia and you would come my house to ton just to pei me..
Can you please come back to me?!?!
I promise you i will listen to you and be your good girl...
Please come back to me...
I really need you...
I really want you too...
Baby...I love you & I'm waiting for you...

*Edited*

To 290809:
I have already saw your post...
I know that you also got put in effort..
But you think i wanna be so jealousy de ma?!?!
No one wants it too...
I am sad not because you with them...
I am sad is because you cry yet you choose not to let me know till ZhiQin came and told me.
I seem like a idiot which don't know what to do..
I have no idea what more to say...
I will wait till you come back...
No matter how long i got to wait...
I don't care...
I really wish and hope that you will give me the very very last chance...
Cause i will promise you to be your good girl...
Hope you really will give me the very very last chance...
I'm still waiting...

2009-10-20T08:16:00.002+08:00

I deleted my previous post as there is a misunderstanding and the end of my post i will explain everything,seriously times passes by so fast till i seem like don't know anything about it! Haiz...Sometimes i really wish that i could simply just run away from home to run away everything! Frankly speaking i really dont know how long i can stay at home?!?! Seriously one day i will really run out of house,dont force me to do that?!?! You expect people to respect you then you also should give people the respect! I really tired of all this problems...super tired!! And that why my previous post i ask for a break but it will never ever happen de! Hmm...why even i wanna go out you all also wanna care so much!! I go out just wanna be with my own friends also cannot...there is times i really hate you but is because alot people say that after all you are still my parents so i forgive and forget but dont you think that you two are getting far too much! I know you two are my parents but you think canning will solve problem mehx?!?! Hellos...i am already 16!! Don't always think i still a small kid can?!?! You all only bias on youngest brother...have you all even spare a thought to me?!?! All i wanted is my freedom...I told you two many many times but did you all listen before!! Even though got listen then give abit freedom then keep back again!! Is this call freedom?!?! Sometimes i really wish i could just run away and never let you all find me where am i!! Please do not force me till that day...I will make sure you will super regret!!

From baby:
haiish i realli dunno watt uu thiinkiinx larhxx..uu also like tut aniow thiink dunn wana tell miie denx lata quarrel wanna break u jiu at derr kip askiinx nt tut break bt uu like tut kip assume on watt uu thiinkiinx..if uu are tired denx jux sae lorx..is derr a nid furr uu tut post on blog post till shox big?wanna a break i wil giib..tat all ii will sae..ii dunn wanna sae shox much liao lerx..becox no matter how mani tym ii sae bt few daes lata the same thiiing happen agaiinx nn agiaiinx..im siick nn tiired of all those thiing lerx..denx nw ii tell uu i nid a break will uu giib miie?whye everyone wanna a break i mux giib bt when i wann tut hab a break nobody wanna giib miie?ITS SHOX UNFAIR...

To Baby:
I know that i am a super jealousy person. I do not wanna say out cause i do not wanna to create more problems and quarels! But the blog post saying that i am tired ad give me a break is nothing about our thing! Dont think so much cause i also wont think so much le!

2009-10-18T16:30:00.000+08:00

Hellos people...I am back on posting!! Well...recently busying working so didn't have the time to update so take now this time to update my blog before i don't have the time! Yesterday i was attached to another store for working as over there is a new store so needed some help and guess who is it?!?! Hahas...did you people got it right?!?! Is tom...my store previously de 1st assistant before chau!! His store is located at city square...And seriously is a new and nice shopping mall! During my break time,me and shi hui went to nearby de food court to have our dinner as i am kind of sick and tired of McDonald food and as for shi hui i don't know how she feels! Quite happy working over there as times really passes by really fast maybe is because new store so there is not much people...but seriously yesterday is the most tired day i ever had!! Cause i stand for 7.5hours even though there is an half an hour break then best part was when we wanna go take bus home,we took the wrong bus. Thought that 21 is the direct bus so can go home early ended up...haiz! Reach home at 12.30 then on phone with baby till 2 am at first didn't wanna hang the phone till baby ask me go sleep so listen to baby go sleep and guess what time i wake up today?!?! 7.50am!!! Then faster went to wash up and get changed!! Then rush down to work place and i am late for 15mins...And it is like after so long i re-enter my work place again!! Hahas...Alot people miss me!! so proud...Wahaha! Lols....then work till 2pm then went for monopoly meeting then at around 2.30pm punch out go take my EMC after that meet lydia then pei her go smoke while waiting for baby to come!! Then sit down rest awhile then pei them go 201 de bus stop then they go take bus to work while i go home! After that i went to shower then sleep till my brother call me up then have dinner and do things!! Hmm...tomorrow got to work 9am to 2pm!! Andbaby coming down to find me!! So happy can...Lols! Yawns...i think i better go first as tomorrow working!! Bye people out there...Love ya!

2009-10-16T22:48:00.003+08:00

People...I am back on blogging!! Did anyone miss me?!?! Today i was late for school...gosh!! But no detention and late slip...cause teacher never see me then i faster run into school!! Hmm...first period is P.E then need to skip 20 times then donate 1 bowl of rice then i dont want skip and Mr.Lechiner Ong help me skip!! Thanks...I was too lazy as just wake up!! After that went back class to see our paper...Got 3 papers back but only pass two!! Never mind...It is a good start!! Jiayou bahx everyone. After school,met baby outside school then pei them go interview supposedly got work ended up need to rush back malaysia so never!! Haiyo...Alot problems recently?!?!

Third relink blog!

请记得，再艰辛的日子都有我陪伴着你…再大的风雨都有我为你遮为你挡…请不要伤心，因为我不曾离开你…请不要难过，因为我不曾放弃你…拉起了的你的手我不会放…得到了的你的心我不会还…我爱你…永远爱你…

I'm just a failure after all.

请记得，
再艰辛的日子都有我陪伴着你…
再大的风雨都有我为你遮为你挡…
请不要伤心，因为我不曾离开你…
请不要难过，因为我不曾放弃你…
拉起了的你的手我不会放…
得到了的你的心我不会还…
我爱你…
永远爱你…