Sunday, October 3, 2010 12:23 AM ❤
Hellos people, I'm back once again before i will go in the exam hall on monday. Well, how everybody doing? Hope you guys doing fine...Well people that is taking GCE "N" Paper on monday got to jiayou especially people like YiXue, BenBen, Agen, Ashley, Peter, KaiHui, JingJie, ChingCheng, WangHong, Felicia, Cherie, Clara, Kelvin and last but not least me. Then people taking their End Of Year[EOY] Paper also must jiayou especially people like Celina,Vanessa, Sean and last but not least AhJie. People whom taking GCE "O" also must jiayou especially people like Mervin, YiJun, ShiHui, LiangXun, Geok Peng and not forgetting SingYan too. Well i learnt alot of things recently, in life, there is something that we will gain but there is also something that we will lost in the end. Although in the end, no one wants this ending but there is nothing much we can do about it. Losing it is super painful, who don't which that they can have gain but not lost. I also wish that i have it too. Well, After GCE "N" paper, most of us will go our own way till the day that we are supposed to go back school to collect our result. 2 days ago, i found out that i have mood swing. I asked myself why am i having mood swing but i can't find the answer why? Until last night, my head was thinking that gosh today was my last day of school. Do i still stand a chance to go back that school? Surprisingly, i will miss schooling cause people that know me, know that i hate school. There is a few days i skip school due to laziness. There is many things i would miss like my favourite sitting place which i never allow anyone to sit there without my permission, my table with tons of drawings and writing of names. Although is kind of childish and lame but it created a memories for me. The school canteen food cause it is really very delicious although i always complaint that i am sick and tired of the food after all i been eating the food for almost 5 years. Well sometimes i really wish that our class would be better cause like our class like not united and in class separated to4 different groups. What more could i still complain more. In life, we always find that things is not good enough so you always ask for the best. After which you would ask for more and more, but compare me in singapore than people from others countries. I should count myself much much more lucky than anyone else. Sometimes on the bus ride back home, i have some thoughts. I have been thinking, well schooling is ending soon and exam are starting soon. There is people whom wanna cherish their days in school yet there is people don't even bother to come. Don't they miss their schooling life after they leave this school. Although this school might not be a good school but there is more or less memories bahs. Well, i am glad that our class gonna open a class chalet hope this will give a stronger bonding for our class bahs although it might be the last year. I hope that it could be a memorable one, now i am persuading my parents to let me ton overnight, if they really allow it will be me first time offically ton-ing outside. Last time is always sneak out when they are in malaysia. Frankly speaking, i don't really have high hopes going up secondary 5 but i will do my best and put in my best and full effort in every paper that i gonna to take cause i don't wanna to disappoint anyone especially don don that gave me the most motivation. Sometimes i also do wish i could get up to secondary 5, so that...Hahas! I can't say out cause it shall be a secret and this secret is only i know and no one else i guess. Towards r/s, i still lost. I dont know why, maybe i am always lost in my own world. Everyone knows the full picture but me. Sadden. Well, i shall not care anything, i shall finish my exams first. Time is getting late, i shall head to bed now as tomorrow i got to do. Ke Lian de me, monday got exam yet tomorrow got to work. Nights people!
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